the memory of 'hell'

bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum everyone :)

I was looking at some photos when I was in plkn,
I mean, I bought the cd picturing all activities during the camp,
the charlie flag, aktiviti air, redah halangan, masuk 'hutan', orang asli, and everything!
I just miss the BAD times like, freaking miss all of them!
yeah, whatever it is, I still cant except the fate that I was selected to become one of the trainee !
ahah! I can still remember when I was crying like hell knowing the fact that I must go for the training. the days I went through after knowing the fact was bleak and pathetic!I cried in every single sujud hoping abah could do something like bayar rasuah to orang plkn to erase my name! dirty mind~

tapi, sekarang, I started to miss all the good times together :'( yes, cant belive I just wrote GOOD TIMES
erm, first thing first, I love the pk class the most, cikgu amin made it ! it wasnt a boring class dude.
plus, with my awesome groupmate!
shahril, zati, unes, sook wan, teuh, anas, qi cong,  amir, kavi! the best activity that I can still remember was, scene 1, we talk to our partner, and she show the best interest,2nd scene, she ignore us, 3rd scene, she gone mad toward us( I cant remember the name of the game~) most importantly, it was funny though! feels like na lempang2 sook wan sebab dia boleh cakap dengan unes sedangkan I'm talking to her at the moment! ahah~

this is an awesome and amazing classmate!

 

next is about kayak!it was my very first time tauuu! I became the representator for charlie in double kayak game and my partner is Miya. a chinese girl that superb in kayaking! and I was a lame girl that dont know anything about kayak tapi ada hati na masuk  bertanding -____-

 

the girl in blue scarf is me, ready to get the pendayung from dayah and liyana, yeah, my group mendahului when dayah n yana berkayak, sadly, delta manage to compete us when me and miya berkayak, semua orang cakap, we're like buat bentuk S yang amat banyak kat tengah2 tasik! shame on us~

tapi!

that happy face is enough to show our success kowt? yeah!we won the race! I just cant think of anything!it happen just too fast, just in a blink of eye! tapi, miya sit on the front, gamba nie during first round, but, I dont find any picture of it, sadly. gamba nie pown boleh la kann? I can still remember the paddle 'knock' miya's head while kayaking!nak cepat okay~ once again, please forgive me Miya :P

lastly, Charlie won ALL category ! hooorayyyyy :D

 

I  can still remember the first day trainers introduce aktiviti air to us, and I cannot join the activity because I pura-pura sakit sebab takk na pergi kawad! I went to medic and pretend to be sick so that I can get excuse from kawad! eheh, serve me right, because gozila doesnt allow those 'actors' to join aktiviti air on the next day. luckily there is someone who was so great sebab goda Mr TKL so that he give a permission to disobey the instruction given by the gozila!ahah, Mr TKL cair lettew kena goda :D eh~

 

then, kawad :) again Charlie won for the best commander category. Dayah have a very good voice tauu!

so, dua dari depan is me :) watching kawad from the subway :) ahah great!

 

 

 

next unforgetable experiance was flying-fox, but I dont feel the excited feeling though. because it wasnt my first time. memoir of the first time lagi priceless kowt <3 owh, I wish I can go back to that precious moment when we used to be together :'( hurmm~ okay lari topic!

 

then, we have latihan menembak! and that was my first time!cuak la jugak kann, what if I tersalah tembak, mati anak orang o.O whatever it is, that was a great opportunity to handle a gun, M16 specifically :D

 

 

next is, farewell party :( :D (I just dont know what will be the perfect smiley to use, happy to completely free from hell but in the same time, I'm gonna miss those moment :') so, I took a chance to participate in one persembahan, menari lagu cina apetah

before the event :)

 

with my dancing partner. eh~

 

truly 1 Malaysia :D

from left: Teuh, Kavi and ME :)
I know them when we're in the same group in PK4. I hope that our friendship will last forever :)

 

I just dont know why I miss those moment in plkn :') it was so funny to reminisce the moment when I was first eager not to go there, menangis melalak like crazy, even when my parents sent me to bangunan zetro where they are going to take me to perak! cry in the middle of the crowd, public lah semua, I just dont care, hoping that with all the tears abah will have some mercy not to let me go, kononnya lah kan, but instead no means no!I have to go jugak~ abah promise me to visit me everyweeked, tapi tak cacat pulak anak aku nie kena kerja dengan trainers plkn yang menangis tak na pergi sangat dulu!drama lebih~ well, best actress :D

 

I can still remember the moment I cried during their first visit when they left me. siap hantar sampai depan pagar lagi tauu!kononnya boleh la lepas pagar and buat2 ternaik kereta pulak, ter balik rumah pulak, ter tak balek semula kem pulak. hahah! but, they can see the delighted face of me on their second visit, abah siap cakap,"lepas nie tak yah melawat kaklong dah, mcm dah bahagia je dok penjara nie" okay fine~

 

I become a wild girl in the camp. yes, for me, it can be labelled as wild because I never do any wild thiggy before, like, that thing. bergayut dengan stranger sampai hampir2 kena marah dengan gozila sebab x tidur2 lagi :O luckily I have a perfect alasan to deny what she said,I said, it was abah's calling asking what will be the time for visiting me on the next day. memang gila!what if gozila take my phone and check it was 'shahril' instead of abah kan. and shahril was crazy too!he continued to call me after we end our conversation because he got caught by trainer for the same offense-bergayut. and, usually it is hard to tell a lie for guys,so, dia kena jalan itik around his dorm as denda~kesian :P ahah..and, alot more crazy things I did. the one that I really regret is, not joining liyana, shira, and the rest berendam dalam kolah!because I was too afraid that the trainers will suddenly appear in the toilet. kan dah kantoi nanty, then, siksaan yang amat pedih by gozila pulak menjelma kan~ it was a great experiance to be a wild girl actually :D because I really want to prove to my parent that I'm gonna change to a bad person after joining plkn, I do any bad things so I can be one. jiwa memberontak la kononnya~ last bad thing that I did was letting my dormate to sign on my only baju kelas that I'm gonna wear for the last day. totally risking myself because gozila had warned us to wear a nice and neat baju kelas to go back to hometown. bukan the one that been signed ke ape. if only they check my baju kelas on my last day kan, definitely I'm died!thanks to cold rainy day that hide the major reason of wearing sweater since I wear the baju kelas that had been signed by them inside :D infact, I'm the only trainee who dare to disobey gozila :P well, it is the last day dude!eheh..

 

*owh yeah, gozila is one of the trainer. sandra give that name so that we can gossip about her infact, infront herself!ahahh! gila jahat~

 

 

 

lastly, enjoy the pictures :)

 

picturing~

 

our Charlie flag! pelanduk perkasa :D there was a time when we lost our flag and we need to wear baju plkn in such a disaster way!track-suit+boot+baju loreng+cap+kain batik, singing on the stage begging the trainers to give our flag back..siap menangis, merayu!so dramatic~

 



 charlie2 girls

 leisure in padang kawad

rentas halangan where everyone got dirty except for athirah. shame on me sebab jatuh dalam kolam tarzan and x dapat keluar

 

 I call it tarzan task, picturing the trainer that help me out, luckily have this trainer to help me out when I was about to cry like kiddo! masa dia hulur tangan to help me, I was like "eh boleh ke bagi tangan nie dia pegang?"okay, sempat lagi fikir halal haram. then syaiton whispered, "you're in desperate situation, x dosa pown!" so I let him take my hand then, feels like a gentlemen is rescuing his princess!ahaks, perasan~
 

 kawad competition
 

picking kerongsong bullet after shooting, rugi x curi 1 buat kenang2an eventhough it is illegal~

 

and YES, I admit that penghulu :')

ada hikmahnya :)

hye, assalamualaikum :)
selamat hari jumaat, penghulu segala hari..
erm erm, I feel like sharing my experiance in life
everything you face in life has been stated since you're not born in this world
Allah has create the best path for you to live
dulu, I keep complaining bout my life,
why this why that, why me,
but now, I realise, Allah gives you these and that because he knows that it's the best for you
so, just move with the flow

I can still remember when I was young around 5years old, I started to fast because I can get the reward by getting extra duit raya and joining mak to surau for terawikh(I'm aiming for moreh actualy)
then, when I was 6, I was sent to tadika capital, jalan gurney, keramat
I've been placed in klaz mawar, which having 1 indian teacher yang garang gila.
she taught us english subject. masih segar dalam ingatan she pull my ears sampai merah, just because I cant memorize ABCs smoothly.
amek kau!balek rumah when I tell my mom bout it, kena lagi terok, sebab, malas belajar~
this is how old people teaches their child~
since that, I always do my homework, yes, my mom is a strict person, once she said no, means no,
this is how she discipline me
in between, I pernah kena pukul pakai tali pinggang by pak uda sebab x pandai mengira! pasal sifir if I'm not mistaken, I can still remember his word till now "berkira pandai, mengira tak pandai!"bang! sekali kena libas~
whoaa! memang panas la time tu kann, I was just 6 at that time. since that, I promise to learn maths better, to proof to him that I'm not just suka berkira, but, I'm good in mengira as well! I guess that's my turning point in doing good in maths subject~ thanks uda, for beating me :D
see? all you've been through in life have its own consequences,,

then, after graduated in tadika capital, I went to SK1, I was placed in the last class when I was in year 1, there are 7 classes altogether, sedih :(
are you still remember of the term "pecah kelas"?when your guru kelas is having meeting or cant be at shoool, then, your classmate has to be saperated to join the other class, masa tu, I got to be in 1 murni, the fifth class, haihh, sedih betul, I can still remember this 1 girl mambling alone to her friend,
"hish, tepi2 budak2 bodoh na dok dlm kmpulan kita" yes, budak2 bodoh, kelas belakang sekali! padahal, my parent was late in registering myself to sekolah rendah, that's why pihak pentadbiran is placing me in the last class, sabar jelahh~macam kau pandai sangat!haihh,,budak2 pown dah pandai mengata kann? let us imagine, if budak 7 yearsold pown racist, apatah lagi kita yang tua2 nie -__-"
then, mula belajar bersungguh2, to proof to that budak bajet, that, I'm way better that herself!
I can still remember my class teacher, cikgu Azmi, full of aspiration to place me in the first class since he believe's I'm destined to be in the first class, heheh :P
he keeps debating with other teachers just to get place for me in first class, owh, I miss him alot :'(
then, guru besar said, we'll place her in Akrab first till mid term exam, if she's doing well, then, she can move to Kurnia"(akrab is the 6th class, while kurnia is the 1st)
finally in year 2, I manage to get myself in Kurnia, but the hardest part is, cikgu Azmi pindah :'(
I lose my chance to thank to him for his penat lelah :') seriously, if only I can meet him now, I seriously want to hug him tightly!you're the best teacher I 've ever had! sob sob~
I can still remember cikgu dukung saya sebab saya x sampai na panjat kerusi ntuk amek gambar kelas, then, cikgu cakap, "beratnya awak nie!patah pinggang saya.." heheh, I never ask you to help me :P whatever it is, I love you cikgu!

then, in year 2, start menggatal :P eh eh, this's abang punya kerja okay, sengaja mengada kenen2kan me with this one boy :D which gives the most significant impact in my life till now :')
or, is it abang yang gay? abang likes that boy so he tell that boy as if I like that boy? -___-"
dah lama2 tu, when I stared him all day long at sch,"he's not that bad, pandai abang pilih!"heheh,
then, I started to learn better, I never miss sch everyday, Never! I still come to sch even I had stomach-ache, semangat! sebab that boy pandai, so, to set myself in the same level with him, I must be hardworking, coming to sch everyday, get atleast top10 in batch, so he would look at me~alahai, budak2 lagi masa tu~tapi kan, it's good what! you will be inspired to do the right thing, to be the best and people will recgonise you(lagi2 si dia laa)
we're in the same class till year 4, cause I was little bit lazy, main2, x focus semua, then, in year 5, all my subject become bad :( I was placed in 2nd class,Ehsan, since that, I dont play2(PCK) the vision is getting clear at that moment, I want to be like him! success all the way, I keep inspiring myself by looking at him, how he manage to be the best in everything he did,
then, in year 6, I manage to be in Kurnia's back :)
belajar bagai nak rak, sebab I believes he will definitely get 5As and moving to boarding sch,
so, I set my mind, if I want to be with him, I must get 5As as well, no more play2!
but, when UPSR's result coming out, I only got 4a1b :'( punah segalanya~ moving to SMK Taman Keramat, getting to know new people, making friends, sheky fadzy :)
I just cant remember since when we're getting close, always in three to wherever we go, even to toilet! biasalah, perempuan kann ? :P
we're being labeled as kembar x seiras, sorang hijau, biru and purple pengawas lah masing2 nie :P
then, I making friend with quyyum, cause we're in the same org, PBSM~ owh, banyak lah cerita juga dalam PBSM nie :) senior2 dye,,heheh..
masa ini, banyak main lagi,but, I always remind myself to do the best in every exam especially PMR, cause I really want to go to boarding sch! cause I believe, my prospect in future is better if I go to boarding sch, I applied for mrsm, sbp, teknik, but not sbpi, sebab memang takk la kan, dengan bahasa arabnye nnty,,
then, pmr's result came out, I only got 7As, B for sejarah!see?how I dislike history much? :P sbuject sejarah B?sayang! haihh,,

then, spb intake came out, my name we're not listed :'( memang pasrah gila masa tu, punah segala masa depan yang cerah2, dah terbayang duduk di keramat sahaja, then only I buy all the books, text books and all,, cause I feel that here is my destined(keramat).
selang 2 weeks, the intake for MRSM came out, I got MRSM Langkawi ?
erkk, Langkawi got mrsm? "hey!that's the top mrsm!you should go!", "langkawi?bestnye, choc!" macam2 suara dengar, ada jugak, "huh?kau dapat mrsm?asal aku x dpt?ak 8A kowt!" okay, that's a guy, this's called rezk by Allah my dear :) ada jugak yang cakap, "eleh, she wont go further, just see, she wont go, believe me,," biasalah, manusia kan?
semua kata2 tu made me strong to keep standing in langkawi actually,
susah payah lelah, I keep it myself, tak pernah terlintas langsung na keluar dari mrsm eventhough it's tough at the first place. studying, friends, classmates, hurmm..lesson I've learnt, "if you're passionate in what you're doing, no matter thunder comes in between, you'll keep standing" it's all your mind set actually :)
there so much things to learn in mrsm lgk  :')
to be independent, confident, brave, outspoken, leadership, respect, entreprenuership, friendship, semua lahh! banyak gila kalau na cerita pasal mrsm lgk nie, kena buka hikayat lain :)

I can still remember when I check my name for plkn, I was in! the worst news in my life ever!
I keep crying for 2 weeks, asking why I'm selected, cause as far as I know, all the trainee in plkn are the one who aren't perform well during their sch time, the bad one, x pandai semualah, the one yang bermasalah, the one yang gov sees, has no future in life. I keep asking myself, am I a bad person till gov sent me to pusat pemulihan?yes, I believe plkn is a centre for those teenagers yag bermasalah, sedih gila masa tu! I called my mom from lgk, crying while on the phone, calling my mom just to cry, till my phone brokes, the keypad sunk with tears. masa sembahyang pown menangis! betapa I sees plkn as a horrible place to live in! heheh,
then, when the time has come, I was sent by my family to bangunan zetro, where all the trainee for plkn are need to gether, I cry all the way from home, even in the bus! heheh, abah siap promise me to come sungkai, perak once a week! betapa sadisnya masa itu :'D but, what strenghten me is, he was selected too! so, I'm not the only one who is in trouble, cuma dia di negeri lain. but hey! we'll get the same experiance later :) making friends with non-malay, teuh, sookwan, miya, kavi, saras, choyee, ramailahh! that's my first time making friends with those non-malay since I've been raise in malays area. it's a good exposure actually :) see? ada hikmahnya masuk "pusat pemulihan" kan? :P so much experiance I gain there, kayak, charlie-charlie, tido dalam dorm(since in mrsm we have oni 4 people in a room), got caught while hanging on phone sampai 'terpaksa' buat white-lie saying abah is calling, padahal abe is calling!heheh, betapa jahiliahnya masa tu,, cikgu amin, klas kn, masuk hutan~ banyak!
after 2 months 10days, penyiksaan berakhir :)

waiting for the spm result, dapat matrix penang, which is the best matrix 2 years in a row, but my mom was denying my capability if I choose matrix, so she ask me to go for diploma :'( but hey! eventhough it's diploma, we're still can succeed!

so basically, this is my path, Allah has set this for me, I'm really greatful for having this :)
cuba kalau that indian teacher tu x pull my ear, I might not knowing ABCs
cuba kalau uda x libas pakai his belt, I might not able to count till now
cuba kalau abang x kenen2kan with that boy, perhaps, I'm not becoming who I'm now~full of vision
cuba kalau I keluar mrsm sebab x tahan cabaran, I might get lower result in spm
cuba kalau I x dpt plkn, I'll have sort of culture-shock when entering career world
cuba kalau I pilih matrix, perhaps I'll not get into deanlist, who knows right?

every event that comes to your life has its own good :)
just believe in yourself that you can cope with it :)
I got this at my friends wall post,
the world gives you problem cause onli you can solve it ;) menarik kan?
till then~

work+study+life=holiday

assalamualaikum everyone ;)
good evening,,err, I mean, good night, ehh, good morning, since the tiktok reached 1AM now -.-"
still dont feel sleepy :)
I recieved my payroll and cheque today,I mean, yesterday,, the net pay was 760 -___-
haihh, if only I didnt book flight ticket to langkawi just to take my SPM cert. I will get 1k++!
but, never mind :) baru first time kerja ;)
and, what a freakin funny when I was about to open up the payroll, kinda berdebar ;D
it's my first time lorh :P
heheh,
so I have planned to save 500 and spend the rest, just to treat my family,
mak awal2 lagi da minx kenny rodgers!she's been always condemn kr cuz their chicken was like so digusting cuz too oily, and yet????hahah!
abah body shop, yes, body shop yea, eventhough body shop is more likely suit to women -_-
sarah x habez2 babbling compaq powder dye pecah sbb terhempas
and, syada didnt ask for anything~selamat duit ;)
owh, tapi tidak mengapa, memang I planned to treat them ;)
okay, enough bout expendituressss

tommorrow I'll be going to bank to cash out the cheque, tutup akaun, bukak akaun, lots of things need to settle with bank, then on the afternoon, we'll be going to PD, yes, PD sahaja for the holiday since Syada and Sara are going to sit for the biggg exam this year, all the best for them, do pray for their success yeah :) thanx in advance :) I really hope that syada will be chosen as 1 of UM stud. doing foundation and sara, MRSM :D jangan lah syada buat dip. LAMBAT! bia la I sorang je in the family doing dip, cuz I have my own target after this, CIMA :) I've listed out some of the university' in aus that offered CIMA's program. InsyaAllah :) and, sarah! I really hope that she will be qualified to be chosen as mrsm's student after upsr, then only she will get used to university's life, CPGA, sistem semester semua alah, so that she will be well prepared.

okay, membebel lagi, lama x ceritakan,
bout work and plkn,,
there is one of the new cashier named faiz, and his face was like qicong! owh, teringat plkn ;')
and, there was a day when I got this customer pay at my counter, which her voice as same as teuh!
I rarely look at the customer's face whenever they come to me as I afraid of being magic(pukau) especially their eyes, tapi hari tu, memang I tengok muka chinese tu to confirm that she isnt teuh ;')
luckily I didnt call her teuhh!

next, about next sem !
I must be well prepared to face the coming sem!
no more play play~phuachukang, eh dont play play!
must strive for the most excellent result!
next sem got BEL, CTU, LAW, ACC, COSTING as in MAF (ye ke??,I'm not so sure), MGT <3
I must face all them for CIMA!

okay, dah lama x menggedik, I got a friend named K, he's been too kind to me, haish *.*
and I always looking for him whether he come to ___ today or not, and hari tu, he open the door for me, offer himself to take drink for me, owh x payah na gentle sangat la kan *_* okay stop mengedik! astaga :S

lagi, yea, lagi,
there is alot to achieve in life right now, money, study, and loss weight of course :P
I dreamt to be the richest person in Malaysia, further CIMA in Aus,but US is preferred :)
then, get married, having child that call us mummy and daddy,hahah! walid and umi pown boley :D
and, I da tawar hati with one guy, I seriously hate person who speak like rubbish!, language is very important to win my heart, not to make comparison, but, K's acting soo sweet :D cakap pown bahasa yang elok2,,heheh :P please show that you're educated person atleast :(

owh, lupa na immortalize
the most significant holiday at langkawi 4-6May hari tu :)
lawak gila!nisa drive kia picanto, yea, sewa laa, kerata tu kecik je and auto,
lawaknya, nisa, yang paling kecik tu drive, while me and ion just being passenger in the car!
ion bayar duit sewa, while me isi minyak and nisa drive, tp last2 bahagi sama rata la expenses semua,
siap sesat lagi kat langkawi!hahah!ion siap pakai gps!she's our navigator,untung la hp mahal :P
kat sana beli beg limited addition( ion senyap!hahah,,) nisa pulak kalau shopping, mmg x ingatorang laen dah!berejam duk dalam HIG tu huh!hahahah, ion was same like me, mmg x suka membeli belah,hahah, paling lawak, time g parade,
nisa: jom la lalu kat food court atas tu, mane tau jumpe junior2
ion: nisa nie na publisiti la nie >.<
me: buat ape naek atas, bukan ade pape pown, da makan da kan,
~last2 semua naek atas jugak
nisa:eh eh , budak yg ade ______ pandang kite laa!
ion: eh tak tak sebenarnya dye pandang sape, nisa ke ain ke kte,
ain: owh x payah na perasan ofcourse la dye kenal ain sbb ain ldp
~huh!last2 semua pown mmg na publisiti! :D
tyme kua parade, rasa rugi x sewa kereta besar skit sbb bley tompangkan junior balek maktab -,-
lagi, nisa berjaya memintas van junior2!hahah!lawak!, kalau mak ain xde dlm kete tu, na je ain soh nisa pecut lju2 tyme tu!hahah, (ni la kalau remaja2 bawak kereta *harap mak abah x bce la blog nie kan!kalau x, smapai ke tua x dpt lesen sbb abah x pecaya)
lunch makan nasi ayam madu mady
dinner ee burger, sampai 2 kau! hahah, sodap!
malam tyme na tido, dengar bunyi tokey(gecko aka cicak besar which only can be found in island)
lagi, x jumpa the sister pown! :'( heheh,
huh!hasrat na beli jam kat lgk punah sbb kedai tu dah xde kat fair!haihh,,
shopping choc sampai 250!padahal kejap je habez! :'(
tp most benda na buat kat sana tercapai la,
like, makan ee burger, nasi ayam madu mady, bli choc smpi 250, pegi maktab amek sijil and bli and souvenir from mrsm yg ade tulis mrsm langkawi and amek gamba kat board depan maktab tu, jumpa cikgu2 :')
owh!how I miss all the people there :')
ion siap tanya ingat lagi tak number pacik van sume, and I do feel the different whwn I step my foot at maktab and nampak junior2 semua, rasa macam baru semalam kenal mereka semua :') rasa sakinah, shasha sume tu baru form 3 the sister and the batchmates sume still form 1, x sangka da 2 tahun tinggal kan maktab :') nothing change pown kat maktab :') nasi lemka kak zila still ada :') eh!kalau kita pergi maktab malam jumaat or sabtu tu mesti dapat pegi gerai PUM kann!huhu,,
ada jual murtabak maggie kah lagi??hurmm~
dahla, tu je kowt buat masa nie laa :P


*owh, ingat na cerita kat teuh pasal customer tu :') rindu meyh!huhu..

Kem Sinaran Suria, Sungkai, Perak

ever heard that name??
yes!some people maybe pena denga cuz that ws the place they used to live for about 3 months..
samaada terpaksa or sukarela..
if dowg x g,dowg terpaksa masok penjara 6 bln and denda, RM....(Ai terlupe plak bape..Aiyo!)
mane??
Aiyo!NS ma!
still lost??
National Service la!x tau lg??
PLKN la..Program latihan Khidmat Negara!huhu..
ok..lets start..
2nd Jan-day when the darkness started!huhu..
pagi tu Ai pegi ZETRO utk melapor..I cried all the way!
cant accept the fact that I'm on my my to 'pusat penderaan'-that ws what my mind tell me ;p
mase serah ic,my first tears rolled down my cheek!in front of the crowd!
I just cant stop it..lagi menyedihkan when my parents kat sebelah..I just cant believe that parents Ai sndiri yg anta Ai ke 'pusat penderaan' tu..padahal dowg boleh je anta Ai masok mane2 kolej swasta!nie ape yg Ai fikirkan tyme tu..
huhu..nie la anak2 zaman sekarang!tau kesenangan diri dye je..dont be like me yerk!huhu..
ok..lets continue..
then, naek bas..mase dlm bas,ade sowg cgu pengiring yg badan kecik!tapi,suare dye,nyaring ya amat!
cgu fiza:assalamualaikum, salam sejahtera sume
platih: zzzzzzzzz(no response)
cgu fiza: assalamualaikum!!(emosi dye mule meningkat!)
platih: waalaikumus salam(dngn suare yg sngt macam da na mati)
cgu fiza: hey!cani ke platih2 yg na g khidmat negara??
Ai berkata-"mampos ko la!ak bkn na sngt pown g khidmat negara nie!"tp malangnye kate2 itu cume diperkatakan dlm aty!haha..
then, dye bg envelope-du8-RM15
"nie msti na rasuah supaye Ai go on je ngan NS nie!"
sampai kem-lost-x tau na g mane..finally,jumpe dewan..
had our lunch-ayam goreng n sambal udang, without rice(maybe it is a good start to kurus!haha ;p )
pastu dafta n cek beg(maybe dowg takot if ade yg bwk bom kowt!haha)
then,cgu yg cek beg Ai tu jumpe bateri. "bateri ape nie??" "bateri Mp3"(padahal it ws't) "hurm,nnti Mp3 pown serah skali yerk.."
"O my gosh!dala dowg pakse Ai dtg NS!then satu2nye hiburan Ai kat sini pown dye na rampas??WTH!"
then, atas kebijaksanaan Ai n kelalaian cgu tu,Ai x tulis pown brgn elektronik yg suppose di bg when they ask to..I just write my phone..cuz menipu la if Ai kate Ai x bwk fon en??huhu..
pastu g dorm-BP5..hampir2 sesat!pegi dorm wira-BL5!
maklumla!mate Ai cepat focus kat num than huruf!huhu..
dari jaoh ade sowg laki jerit2(cgu I guess)"wirawati!hoi,wirawati!wirawati kat sane!"sambil tangan dye tunjuk kat kurungan ijau behind me..
tyme tu Ai blur2!"who's wirawati??I'm ....... okey!"
tp setelah Ai tengok blakang, n no one behinds me,sah la gelaran wirawati tu ditujukan khas kat Ai!haha..
then,masok kurungan wane ijau tu..
1st impression,"OMG!nie ke tmpt yg Ai akan tinggal within 3 months??no privacy at all!mimpi ngeri bout kem beringin,langkawi dulu mule berputar kembali!pasal toilet yg x de kunci,mandi dlm kolah,lantai simen,dinding yg penoh contengan banduan2 yg amat terseksa hidup mereka!O God!"pastu,kol mak,smbl nanges2..(sah anak manje!-shut up!)Ai ckp yg kem nie same cam kat langkawi dulu..padahal Ai x masok dorm pown lg!hehe..
masok2 je nmpk sekumpulan bdk2 india atas katil masing2..
"Ai salah dorm ke??apesal india2 je nie??" dari jaoh nmpk sowg malay..so I made my move towards her..
Ai amek katil yg berhadapan ngan dye..
1st n 2nd day ws totally boring!
2nd nyte kene marah ngan gozilla[sandra ;)]cuz pakai kasot lain dari yg dye bg!hello!dakasot yg dye bg tu burok!saket kaki plak tu!I rather wear my adidas!(huhu..blagak! padan muke kene marah ;p)
balek dorm,nanges2-kol ion-mase tu la Ai tau yg ion mlapor 4th jan!huh!x aci!!sesi luahan prasaan yg agak lame!walaupun dye celcom!huhu..I'm willing to sacrifice cuz dye je yg akan paham prasaan Ai memandangkan ktowg senasib dlm 504 gurlz!huhu..
3rd day baru dorm mule peno..sume da mule berkomunikasi. tp Ai still menyenyapkan diri(vocba terbaru)..still mengenang nasib diri yg malang nie!hoho..
esoknye I guess,klaz PK bermule..Ai dpt PK4!cgu moga..hurm,boring nye la klaz nie!
bahagi group sume n mase tu la we started to know each other..
zati, teuh, sook wan, unes, kavi, anas, qi cong, amir n sharil - we're triple R ;)
best gile kowt group nie!huhu..lagi2 la after cgu amin take over Pk4 ;) cgu moga pown best juge..
ade bnyk game..stuju x stuju(lawak kowt game nie!if someone tu sowg yg panas baran,confirm buddy dye da kene trajang!haha), jugle, n much more..
las module 1,wat sketsa..tajok: pilihan..
n again, isu plkn diketengahkan!
sketsa nie pasal amir yg x tau whether dye patot g NS or x..
n akhirnya, dye pegi gak atas nasihat sowg senior skola dye..
module 2, tuka group!hurm!sedihnye..
Ai ade la gak tanye pndpt bdk2 triple R ,dowg best x ngan group baru dowg..n majoriti of them rase na group triple R balek, except anas!
dye ckp kat Ai "tu la kowg prmpuan,susa na sesuaikan diri!ak oke je ngan group nie.."
wah!ak rase tercabar kowt!huhu..since that, I try to enjoy myself dlm group baru-sam & kawan2 ;)
ade blaja wat burung..thanks chee mun n sook wan sbb aja wat mende alah tu!then, wat jugle..thanks to kavi oso sbb aja Ai how to be badut sarkas yg berjaya wlpn hanye sampai stage 7!haha..n not to 4get,saras-sowi cuz x dpt jd cgu yg baik 4 u ;D
after module 2 abez..tuka klaz plak..Ai dpt KN7..still ngan cgu amin ;)
tp  x brape best cuz x de klazmate yg happening da..n klaz tu pown boring je!asyek denga lecture dr cigu..
x bnyk communicate among platih pown..
blaja pasal negara..daulat la krajaan la rakyat n ape ntah lg 1!hoho..(nmpak la tido dlm klaz!)
after all,pemblajaraan dlm klaz pown tamat..pasni module fizikal plak..
kawad, tali tinggi, sukan air, wirajaya
tali tinggi-nothing yg intresting pown cuz da pena wat da..
kawad-at first Ai masok..but then,after sehari blatih,I felt so exhausted n dying!dah 2 years x kawad!skill da ilang!plus,latihan dye sngt tough!n Ai x sanggup na membelangkan muke Ai..so,2nd day,I went to medic..minx exuse from kawad..yes!I got it..thanks kakak medic yg baik aty!hehe..so, kat sane Ai cume sempat berkawad, 2 ary je..1st day n last day ..ingatkan last day na g medic skali lg..tp memandangkan esoknye Ai masok pertandingan kayak,I'm afraid if cgu would cancel my participation,cuz pena 1 ary tu, mase wat kayak n rakit,cgu called my name and some other platih yg MC the day before, not to join the activity!slamat la pas tu TKL datang kat ktowg.. n we persuade him tuk bg ktowg wat gak water sport tu..at last, cgu kalah!TKL menang!haha..so,agar pisang x berbuah 2x, I let my face to be burn by the cold sun ;D
hurm, kawad,charlie menang ktua platun terbaik!dayah ;)
water sport- as I've mentioned above,Ai masok pertandingan kayak..sbenanye Ai x layak pown!hahaa..I only know how to kayak..tp x la sampai terlalu hebat tuk masok pertandingan!but then, Ai rase kesian kat Miya..I know she can do it..dye ade skill!dye mmg bleh menang..tp mslh nye x de sape yg bley kerjasama ngan dye..cuz dye panas baran sket..so I offered myself to be her partner..cancel masok rakit..first round,Ai dok dpn,Miya dok blakang..n it ws like shit!I can imagine how we look like mase kat tengah2 lake tu!some people said we're like buat huruf S!hahaa..slamat la dpt masok 2nd round!cuz 3rd place, catatan mase dowg 7minutes something while 4th place plak 10minutes something..kompeni delta,4 minutes++, charlie, 5minutes++
so ade 2nd round ptg tu btwn charlie n delta..rase bersalah gile kowt kat charlie!n Ai rase cam na tarik diri je mase tu..tp cgu x bg cuz if Ai tuka owg,nnti penyertaan akan dibatalkan!so, Ai terpakse..tenga ary tu x lunch pown..cuz rase takot..takot if Ai x menang ptg tu..they would blame on me!charlie akan dpt malu!kesian Miya!cuz dye sngt berpotensi!huhu..cam piala dunia plak!hoho..
tuk ilangkan rase takot,I text my mom n sahabat2 karib tuk minx dowg doakan..hahaa ;p
ptg tu,lawan final..
1-kayak wira perseorangan-charlie vs alpha,charlie won!
2-kayak wirawati perseorangan-charlie vs delta,charlie won!
3-kayak wira berpasangan-again,charlie vs delta,charlie won!
n after this would be kayak berpasangan wirawati plak!..n Ai da denga suare berkata2 3-0..maksodnye, charlie da 3 menang while opponant stil x de pape..so bertambah pressure la!
this tyme,Ai dok blakang..Miya dpn..Ai ckp kat Miya..
"Miya, u buat je..I just copy ape yg u wat!lets win the race!"
dpt je padle dari intan n dayah,ktowg teros kayak!without menoleh kemana2 lg..focus kami adelah mende alah putih kat ujung tasik tu!msti U-turn kat situ..Miya lead all the way!fes2 tu ade la tersilap jalan..terlalu kat botol2(act as pembahagi jln)n mase tu Ai terdengar suare2 mreka yg mengeluh!ramai yg beranggapan,charlie akan kalah kali nie..tp,Miya berjaya membawa kami keluar dari kwsn botol2 yg dianggap berhantu itu!
yes!we made it!charlie menang!!!!!sampai je kat garisan penamat,sowg life guard nie ckp kat ktowg"cepat gile kowg!"haha..yup!Ai pown rase sngt cepat!its like ade something yg menolak ktowg dr blakang!crap!;p
tp seriously ia berlaku dengan sangat pantas! "4-0"
yup!charlie 4!
5-rakit wira-charlie vs bravo, 5-0
6-rakit wirawati-charlie vs bravo, 6-0
so conclusion is, charlie menang keseluruhan!
hhooorrrrrrraaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!hoho..

then, wirajaya,sangat boring!x masok utan pown!abg kate kem dye masok utan yg x pena owg masok la!tido dlm utan la!tp sume tu crap!ktowg x masok utan sebenar pown!lalu kat ldg getah n ldg klape sawit!x feel langsong!huhu..tido pown kat dlm utan yg x brape na utan!hoho..langkah je kaki 2 3 tapak, da jumpe kem!huhu..eh??tido ke??tak tak!x tido dlm utan pown..sepetang je tido!mlm after wat pendengaran mlm,wat unggun api..that ws my 1st time ever melihat unggun api dpn mate!haha..sngt smart rupenye!
kul 12 malam,kumpul balek kat pdg kawad,kire strength n balek dorm!tido kat atas katil,dlm dorm!huhu..tu la aktiviti wirajaya yg sngt dinanti2kan oleh sume pelatih!hebatkan aktiviti dye??haha..

then,ade majlis penutup,4x reherseal!msti kowg ingat sngt grand kan majlis dye??ala ala wedding of the year or perhaps,upacara perlantikan PM atau mungkin na lg grand,upacara pertabalan diraja!CRAP!mengarut gile!even majlis graduasi kat maktab Ai dulu pown 2x je reherseal kowt!mmg sngt 10syen!hello!majlis penutup je pown!haish!


mengapa text??sbb Ai mesej mereka!huhu..mesti anda berasa pelik kan??meyh sini,I tell u something..actually,Ai bwk 2 fon!haha..alhamdullillah..x kantoi ;))

Kem Sinaran Suria, Sungkai, Perak - part 2

hahah!da lame x update cite kat kem dulu..
haih =_='
miss la kat dorang sume..they teach me alot actually!
how to socialize. how to mix with those yg x sbangse ngan kite.
okey!involve in NS is actually a new experiance to me!yeah!of course la x de sape yg pena involve in that hell kan??sume yg pegi sume 1st tyme. nak nak plak nie kump. 1..
dulu mase Ai tau yg Ai TERPILIH masok NS,mmg sngt derita la!hahah!2 wks kowt Ai nanges! cuz for me, NS is just for those yg terok n sucks..those yg mmg da x de mase dpn n mmg budak2 yg bermasalah!I mean, budak2 yg mmg dri klaz blakang n jahat2!(okey!bukan na kutuk bdk klaz blakang. Cuz Ai pown dr klaz last skali kowt tyme dajah 1 dulu!so I know how terrible to be 1 of the klaz member.)
sambong balek..
pasal nanges2 tu mmg sngt terok la!sampai dlm solat pown menanges!tyme tu x ley terima fact
"aku nie jahat ke?kesian mak aku!dpt anak jahat cam aku. anak yg x gune cuz dpt NS"hahah!that statement is like revolving thousand times in my mind :) cuz mase tu Ai berpendapat, NS nie like pusat pemulihan akhlak!plus,dulu ade kem motivasi SPM N PMR yg dibuat kat kem plkn beringin,langkawi. n that place was totally terrible lagi horrible!
1-tido dlm dorm..n my dorm is like at the very end of the world lah!paleng ujung n paleng x diselenggara dgn elok!dinding penuh contengan countdown na balek oleh para banduan. toilet jgn cite la!kau lagi sanggup tahan berak dari buang kat situ kowt!hahah..slamat la 3 ary je dok situ!kalau x,confirm ak commit suicide da!hahah.boleh kurus kowt dok tmpt cam tu!ye la. mane x nye,kowg akan rela x mkn cuz kowg takot perjalanan terakhir mknn kowg nnty akan memakse diri kowg tuk singgah toilet!huhu..
2-Ai pena g resort next to that camp cuz ade kem kepimpinan..mase tu ade program NS kump 3 kowt..n ktowg share surau. tyme na masok surau gurl tu kene lalu sbelah surau guyz..n tyme lalu tu, biase la en??laki2 tu sume mmg x sah la kalau x ganggu ktowg nie..ade je siulan2 menggatal!but we just ignore them!hahah!muke da la cam bapak owg!ade aty na ngorat!huhu..hurm, kat situ je na bg 1 impression yg bdk2 plkn nie terok prangai dye =_='

ah!tu sume kem kat langkawi :)
kat sinaran suria laen! :)
betol betol betol!wlpn tido dlm dorm yg of course la x de privacy,tp I'm glad to be placed there. atleast Ai tau life style bangse laen..NS nie mmg 1 malaysia gile lah!dlm dorm ade cine,mlayu n india..seriously,in my whole entire life, I never mix with those chinese n indian hahah!harap je dok mlaysia yg berbilang bangse!hehe..
best kowt dpt kenal ngan dorang sume :)

1st kwn non-muslim -

cho yee :)

(trofi tu kompani punye ek!hahah!charlie johan kompeni terbaik!)

cuz we're the 1st rule breaker!bawak barang terlarang..hurm,I'm not so sure whether tu barang terlarang or not..game boy n mp3??what do you think??x terlarang en?hahah!tp takot jugak if kene rampas!da x de hiburan!hahah!mcm2 tmpt ktowg fikir na sorok. at last,ktowg sorok dlm towel yg kem bg cuz towel tu x serap air at all!better x ya gune. ingat na buang. tp bile fikir balek baek jadi tmpt sorok mp3 :)
then, bnyk la lagi kenal sume manusia yg non-muslim..hurm, its actually, susa jugak na handle manusia yg berbilang kaum nie!kesian krajaan :D
BP5 2 kali kowt buat meeting cuz ade mslh =_+

hurm, da ngantok la pulak..nnty update lagi yerk :) da 0334..its tyme to sleep :)