yes!some people maybe pena denga cuz that ws the place they used to live for about 3 months..
samaada terpaksa or sukarela..
if dowg x g,dowg terpaksa masok penjara 6 bln and denda, RM....(Ai terlupe plak bape..Aiyo!)
mane??
Aiyo!NS ma!
still lost??
National Service la!x tau lg??
PLKN la..Program latihan Khidmat Negara!huhu..
ok..lets start..
2nd Jan-day when the darkness started!huhu..
pagi tu Ai pegi ZETRO utk melapor..I cried all the way!
cant accept the fact that I'm on my my to 'pusat penderaan'-that ws what my mind tell me ;p
mase serah ic,my first tears rolled down my cheek!in front of the crowd!
I just cant stop it..lagi menyedihkan when my parents kat sebelah..I just cant believe that parents Ai sndiri yg anta Ai ke 'pusat penderaan' tu..padahal dowg boleh je anta Ai masok mane2 kolej swasta!nie ape yg Ai fikirkan tyme tu..
huhu..nie la anak2 zaman sekarang!tau kesenangan diri dye je..dont be like me yerk!huhu..
ok..lets continue..
then, naek bas..mase dlm bas,ade sowg cgu pengiring yg badan kecik!tapi,suare dye,nyaring ya amat!
cgu fiza:assalamualaikum, salam sejahtera sume
platih: zzzzzzzzz(no response)
cgu fiza: assalamualaikum!!(emosi dye mule meningkat!)
platih: waalaikumus salam(dngn suare yg sngt macam da na mati)
cgu fiza: hey!cani ke platih2 yg na g khidmat negara??
Ai berkata-"mampos ko la!ak bkn na sngt pown g khidmat negara nie!"tp malangnye kate2 itu cume diperkatakan dlm aty!haha..
then, dye bg envelope-du8-RM15
"nie msti na rasuah supaye Ai go on je ngan NS nie!"
sampai kem-lost-x tau na g mane..finally,jumpe dewan..
had our lunch-ayam goreng n sambal udang, without rice(maybe it is a good start to kurus!haha ;p )
pastu dafta n cek beg(maybe dowg takot if ade yg bwk bom kowt!haha)
then,cgu yg cek beg Ai tu jumpe bateri. "bateri ape nie??" "bateri Mp3"(padahal it ws't) "hurm,nnti Mp3 pown serah skali yerk.."
"O my gosh!dala dowg pakse Ai dtg NS!then satu2nye hiburan Ai kat sini pown dye na rampas??WTH!"
then, atas kebijaksanaan Ai n kelalaian cgu tu,Ai x tulis pown brgn elektronik yg suppose di bg when they ask to..I just write my phone..cuz menipu la if Ai kate Ai x bwk fon en??huhu..
pastu g dorm-BP5..hampir2 sesat!pegi dorm wira-BL5!
maklumla!mate Ai cepat focus kat num than huruf!huhu..
dari jaoh ade sowg laki jerit2(cgu I guess)"wirawati!hoi,wirawati!wirawati kat sane!"sambil tangan dye tunjuk kat kurungan ijau behind me..
tyme tu Ai blur2!"who's wirawati??I'm ....... okey!"
tp setelah Ai tengok blakang, n no one behinds me,sah la gelaran wirawati tu ditujukan khas kat Ai!haha..
then,masok kurungan wane ijau tu..
1st impression,"OMG!nie ke tmpt yg Ai akan tinggal within 3 months??no privacy at all!mimpi ngeri bout kem beringin,langkawi dulu mule berputar kembali!pasal toilet yg x de kunci,mandi dlm kolah,lantai simen,dinding yg penoh contengan banduan2 yg amat terseksa hidup mereka!O God!"pastu,kol mak,smbl nanges2..(sah anak manje!-shut up!)Ai ckp yg kem nie same cam kat langkawi dulu..padahal Ai x masok dorm pown lg!hehe..
masok2 je dorm, nmpk sekumpulan bdk2 india atas katil masing2..
"Ai salah dorm ke??apesal india2 je nie??" dari jaoh nmpk sowg malay..so I made my move towards her..
Ai amek katil yg berhadapan ngan dye..
1st n 2nd day ws totally boring!
2nd nyte kene marah ngan gozilla[sandra ;)]cuz pakai kasot lain dari yg kem bg!hello!da la kasot yg dye bg tu burok!saket kaki plak tu!I rather wear my adidas!(huhu..blagak! padan muke kene marah ;p)
balek dorm,nanges2-kol ion-mase tu la Ai tau yg ion mlapor 4th jan!huh!x aci!!sesi luahan prasaan yg agak lame!walaupun dye celcom!huhu..I'm willing to sacrifice cuz dye je yg akan paham prasaan Ai memandangkan ktowg senasib dlm 504 gurlz!huhu..
3rd day baru dorm mule peno..sume da mule berkomunikasi. tp Ai still menyenyapkan diri(vocab terbaru)..still mengenang nasib diri yg malang nie!hoho..
esoknye I guess,klaz PK bermule..Ai dpt PK4!cgu moga..hurm,boring nye la klaz nie!
bahagi group sume n mase tu la we started to know each other..
zati, teuh, sook wan, unes, kavi, anas, qi cong, amir n sharil - we're triple R ;)
best gile kowt group nie!huhu..dpt kenal bdk2 mrsm laen!zati-kpale batas n anas-pekan..lagi best after cgu amin take over Pk4 ;) cgu moga pown best juge..
ade bnyk game..stuju x stuju(lawak kowt game nie!if someone tu sowg yg panas baran,confirm buddy dye da kene trajang!haha), jugle, n much more..
las module 1,wat sketsa..tajok: pilihan..
n again, isu plkn diketengahkan!
sketsa nie pasal amir yg x tau whether dye patot g NS or x..
n akhirnya, dye pegi gak atas nasihat sowg senior skola dye..
module 2, tuka group!hurm!sedihnye..
Ai ade la gak tanye pndpt bdk2 triple R ,dowg best x ngan group baru dowg..n majoriti of them rase na group triple R balek, except anas!
dye ckp kat Ai "tu la kowg prmpuan,susa na sesuaikan diri!ak oke je ngan group nie.."
wah!ak rase tercabar kowt!huhu..since that, I try to enjoy myself dlm group baru-sam & kawan2 ;)
ade blaja wat burung..thanks chee mun n sook wan sbb aja wat mende alah tu!then, wat jugle..thanks to kavi oso sbb aja Ai how to be badut sarkas yg berjaya wlpn hanye sampai stage 7!haha..n not to 4get,saras-sowi cuz x dpt jd cgu yg baik 4 u ;D
after module 2 abez..tuka klaz plak..Ai dpt KN7..still ngan cgu amin ;)
tp x brape best cuz x de klazmate yg happening da..n klaz tu pown boring je!asyek denga lecture dr cigu..
x bnyk communicate among platih pown..
blaja pasal negara..daulat la krajaan la rakyat n ape ntah lg 1!hoho..(nmpak la tido dlm klaz!)
after all,pemblajaraan dlm klaz pown tamat..pasni module fizikal plak..
kawad, tali tinggi, sukan air, wirajaya
tali tinggi-nothing yg intresting pown cuz da pena wat da..
kawad-at first Ai masok..but then,after sehari blatih,I felt so exhausted n dying!dah 2 years x kawad!skill da ilang!plus,latihan dye sngt tough!n Ai x sanggup na membelangkan muke Ai..so,2nd day,I went to medic..minx exuse from kawad..yes!I got it..thanks kakak medic yg baik aty!hehe..so, kat sane Ai cume sempat berkawad, 2 ary je..1st day n last day ..ingatkan last day na g medic skali lg..tp memandangkan esoknye Ai masok pertandingan kayak,I'm afraid if cgu would cancel my participation,cuz pena 1 ary tu, mase wat kayak n rakit,cgu called my name and some other platih yg MC the day before, not to join the activity!slamat la pas tu TKL datang kat ktowg.. n we persuade him tuk bg ktowg wat gak water sport tu..at last, cgu kalah!TKL menang!haha..so,agar pisang x berbuah 2x, I let my face to be burn by the cold sun ;D
hurm, kawad,charlie menang ktua platun terbaik!dayah ;)
water sport- as I've mentioned above,Ai masok pertandingan kayak..sbenanye Ai x layak pown!hahaa..I only know how to kayak..tp x la sampai terlalu hebat tuk masok pertandingan!but then, Ai rase kesian kat Miya..I know she can do it..dye ade skill!dye mmg bleh menang..tp mslh nye x de sape yg bley kerjasama ngan dye..cuz dye panas baran sket..so I offered myself to be her partner..cancel masok rakit..first round,Ai dok dpn,Miya dok blakang..n it ws like shit!I can imagine how we look like mase kat tengah2 lake tu!some people said we're like buat huruf S!hahaa..slamat la dpt masok 2nd round!cuz 3rd place, catatan mase dowg 7minutes something while 4th place plak 10minutes something..kompeni delta,4 minutes++, charlie, 5minutes++
so ade 2nd round ptg tu btwn charlie n delta..rase bersalah gile kowt kat charlie!n Ai rase cam na tarik diri je mase tu..tp cgu x bg cuz if Ai tuka owg,nnti penyertaan akan dibatalkan!so, Ai terpakse..tenga ary tu x lunch pown..cuz rase takot..takot if Ai x menang ptg tu..they would blame on me!charlie akan dpt malu!kesian Miya!cuz dye sngt berpotensi!huhu..cam piala dunia plak!hoho..
tuk ilangkan rase takot,I text my mom n sahabat2 karib tuk minx dowg doakan..hahaa ;p
ptg tu,lawan final..
1-kayak wira perseorangan-charlie vs alpha,charlie won!
2-kayak wirawati perseorangan-charlie vs delta,charlie won!
3-kayak wira berpasangan-again,charlie vs delta,charlie won!
n after this would be kayak berpasangan wirawati plak!..n Ai da denga suare berkata2 3-0..maksodnye, charlie da 3 menang while opponant stil x de pape..so bertambah pressure la!
this tyme,Ai dok blakang..Miya dpn..Ai ckp kat Miya..
"Miya, u buat je..I just copy ape yg u wat!lets win the race!"
dpt je padle dari intan n dayah,ktowg teros kayak!without menoleh kemana2 lg..focus kami adelah mende alah putih kat ujung tasik tu!msti U-turn kat situ..Miya lead all the way!fes2 tu ade la tersilap jalan..terlalu kat botol2(act as pembahagi jln)n mase tu Ai terdengar suare2 mreka yg mengeluh!ramai yg beranggapan,charlie akan kalah kali nie..tp,Miya berjaya membawa kami keluar dari kwsn botol2 yg dianggap berhantu itu!
yes!we did it!we did it!(lagu dora de explorer menerjah kotak fikiran!hahaa..)charlie menang!!!!!sampai je kat garisan penamat,sowg life guard nie ckp kat ktowg"cepat gile kowg!"haha..yup!Ai pown rase sngt cepat!its like ade something yg menolak ktowg dr blakang!crap!;p
tp seriously ia berlaku dengan sangat pantas! "4-0"
yup!charlie 4!
5-rakit wira-charlie vs bravo, 5-0
6-rakit wirawati-charlie vs bravo, 6-0
so conclusion is, charlie menang keseluruhan!
hhooorrrrrrraaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!hoho..
karnival sukan-Ai masok volleyball..haha..tyme final tu je Ai rase Ai wat yg terbaek!huhu..for those yg pena tengok Ai serve,msti rase na ketawe terguling2 punye!haha..slamat la ade Caitlyn,Lai,Shiro,Wei Ling n susha!hey,susha!we're not that bad!atleast kte menyumbang mata kat pihak lawan meyh!haha..lol!tyme final tu,shiro saket kaki..caitlyn pown juge!haish!both stars da saket!huhu..slamat la we still got Lai n Wei ling!ade 1 part nie,caitlyn x dpt na sambut bola pihak lawan cuz of her knee..n Ai berjaye defend dye!wahh!!!bola tu berjaye dibuang ke court lawan!n Lai ckp "Ai,u tolong dye tau!"wahh!Ai rase bergune!hoho..rase sangat dihargai!lol..finally,we won the game..
pastu ade motivational talk ngan cgu azizul..x tau la ape yg ter motivate nye..cuz I still feel the same!rase na balek cepat!n mlm tu, dye ade gak wat sesi luahan prasaan for those yg x puas aty pasal kem sinaran suria nie..n komen yg biase,of course la panas!jadual pack,espescially for muslim(yg nie x dpt na complaint more la..dah arahan Allah!x pe..kat syurga nnti kt boleh bersenang2..okey??)then, mknn yg x sedap(nie mmg btol..tp na wat cane,take it or leave it la..aiyo!)n pasal jurulatih yg kadang2 beremosi terlebih!(PMS kowt!huhu..)n x terkecuali,Ai turut menyuarakan pendapat Ai pasal NS nie..x tau la dari mane Ai dpt kekuatan tuk bangun n speak it out pasal NS..I'm shaking kowt tyme tu!hoho..n oso mengemukakan idea agar platih yg na masok NS nie cume yg sukarela je..x payah na pakse2..thats why akhirnya,we learnt nothing!membazir mase je!x kesah la krajaan nie amat kaye sehingga na sedekah 150 sebulan to us,tp Ai cume fikir pasal mase Ai yg banyk terbazir!sbb Ai x blaja pape pown!huhu..n,zahir plak ckp,yg bdk mrsm n sbp patot dikecualikan dr PLKN..YES!I agree with you!tp cgu azizul plak kate,"hey!kamu ingat bdk mrsm n sbp tu baek sangat ke??jgn ingat kamu dr MTD,kamu tu da cukup bagus!senang cite,tengok je la mrsm terdekat ngan kite nie..MRSM ******..terok je bdk2 dye!"
wah!ini sudah lebih!dye kutok bdk mrsm kowt!suddenly,I feel panas berapi!n for the 2nd tyme,I stand up,again!
"sye setuju ngan zahir!bdk mrsm n sbp patot dikecualikan!okey,sye MRSM..n sye rase sye jadi lg worst ade la! bkn bruba jadi baek pown dtg sini!"huhu..kali nie x shaking da!haha..I can say it clearly!hehe..
then,he stop!x tau ape na ckp da!haha..pastu,tetibe ade sowg indian gurl nie bangon n ckp la yg dye sngt bersyukur dpt plkn!dpt baju free,sauna free,makan free n even dpt duit!n she also said,stop la condemn jurulatih2 sume..(p/s dye ckp english ok..Ai da translate kan n pendekkan hujah2 dye!hahaa..if na tulis sebijik sebuntat,x ingat plak!lupe na record!hahaa..senang cite dye sngt positive thinker..bagos2!U go gurl!haha..)
then,dpt komen dr anas,"hey,,bdk ansara nie!mental x fit.."
hello!I'm just saying the truth okey!huhuu..
then, wirajaya,sangat boring!x masok utan pown!abg kate kem dye masok utan yg x pena owg masok la!tido dlm utan la!tp sume tu crap!ktowg x masok utan sebenar pown!lalu kat ldg getah n ldg klape sawit!x feel langsong!huhu..tido pown kat dlm utan yg x brape na utan!hoho..langkah je kaki 2 3 tapak, da jumpe kem!huhu..eh??tido ke??tak tak!x tido dlm utan pown..sepetang je tido!mlm after wat pendengaran mlm,wat unggun api..that ws my 1st time ever melihat unggun api dpn mate!haha..sngt smart rupenye!
kul 12 malam,kumpul balek kat pdg kawad,kire strength n balek dorm!tido kat atas katil,dlm dorm!huhu..tu la aktiviti wirajaya yg sngt dinanti2kan oleh sume pelatih!hebatkan aktiviti dye??haha..
then,ade majlis penutup,4x rehearsal!msti kowg ingat sngt grand
then, mlm ade malam retro..not going to describe more about it.ade karoeke n pesembahan all that..hurm, Ai masok pesembahan oprah..pastu,las2 tu,cgu wat cite sedih..saje na remind us pasal segala yg blaku within 3months nie..ade yg nanges..tp majority x nanges la..haha!mental kene fit weh!hehe..
finally,the day that I'm waiting for has come!13th March 2011!
I'm alive!(cam lagu celine dion plak!)huhu..
