bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum :)
the moment when you dont know what you want
-______________________________-"
then, seek guidance from Allah :')
hurm, sekarang nie kann,
I read a novel, again~
walaupun not-so-me
the boredeness is killing me though~
hurmm,
the sentences in the novel really, really remind me of somebody,
ahh!I should stick with my egotism :S
despite how much I really want to text you, hurmm,
I just wonder, is it possible dia dah "bomoh2" kan ain ?
ahh, typical me -.-"
tapi, iya lahh kn, my friend who introduce him to me cakap,
he's so-called-ustaz la konon,
so the probability he would "bomoh2kan" tu ada -.-"
hurmm,
I shouldn't feel this when I've actually rejected him :S
lagi pun, he dont know my fullname, macam mana dye na "bomoh2kan"
kann?
hurmm, idk,
sometimes, I pray to Allah, I want this, like, I really, really want it,
tapi, at the moment, I ask myself, why should I have it?
I pun tak faham, I keep on praying to have something, tapi, I pun tak tahu sebenarnya kenapa I perlukan itu semua, hurmm~
*owh, well, word "bomoh2kan" is actually praying to Allah to closer our heart
read at your own risk ;)
Friday 26 April 2013
Tuesday 23 April 2013
saya takk jeles -.-"
bismillahiramanirahim and assalamualaikum :')
ahh!I feel like crying :')
tears of happiness :')
nahh, have a look at this
dan, tetibe, entah mengapa, entah dari mana,
I teringin na kawin sekarang jugak -.-"
ahh!focus cik ct, kau na fly kann ?
hurmm,
may their mariage be blessed by Allah :')
faham tak mereka muda setahun dari I ?!
owh, I jelly much to this sistah ^^"
arghh, jeles tengok gambar mereka faham takk -.-"
everything you guys did are not haram,
malah, dapat pahala lagi,
not to compare to those couple out there yang making sins everytime they're dating (sorry to say)
and, bersentuhan, apatah lagi kann,
owh, I dont remember which hadith said this, or perhaps, ayat quran,
hurmm, shame on me AGAIN, I know the details, but not the resources :(
owh, back to that well-said,
kiranya, if you touch a piq pun dah kena samak, kalau sentuh bukan mahram ?
perhaps, kena siat2 kulit tu kowt o.O baru suci balek,
just a thoughts :)
sebenarnya kann, I'm kinda missing him :'(
owh hati, kau jangan na gedik sangat boleh ?
ahh!I feel like crying :')
tears of happiness :')
nahh, have a look at this
dan, tetibe, entah mengapa, entah dari mana,
I teringin na kawin sekarang jugak -.-"
ahh!focus cik ct, kau na fly kann ?
hurmm,
may their mariage be blessed by Allah :')
faham tak mereka muda setahun dari I ?!
owh, I jelly much to this sistah ^^"
arghh, jeles tengok gambar mereka faham takk -.-"
everything you guys did are not haram,
malah, dapat pahala lagi,
not to compare to those couple out there yang making sins everytime they're dating (sorry to say)
and, bersentuhan, apatah lagi kann,
"menyentuh perempuan yang haram bagimu adalah lebih teruk dari menyentuh kulit babi"
owh, I dont remember which hadith said this, or perhaps, ayat quran,
hurmm, shame on me AGAIN, I know the details, but not the resources :(
owh, back to that well-said,
kiranya, if you touch a piq pun dah kena samak, kalau sentuh bukan mahram ?
perhaps, kena siat2 kulit tu kowt o.O baru suci balek,
just a thoughts :)
sebenarnya kann, I'm kinda missing him :'(
owh hati, kau jangan na gedik sangat boleh ?
Monday 22 April 2013
cooking isn't that hard :)
bismillahirahmanirahim and asslamualaikum :)
okay, I found this picture on facebook,
hahah, lawak,
it's always been like this when I'm in the kitchen -.-"
tak tak, basically when frying something, especially fish!
not only that,
I have my own sheild kalau na tumbuk cili dalam mortar,
takut kalau biji cili tu terpelanting dalam mata :D
hahah, it's kinda funny to have that such sheild when cooking,
but who cares right? as long I've cook the most delicious dish in the world!ahah,,
owh yes, to think of it, I dont really pro in cooking, I only cook things that I like to eat,
and usualy, I have a, erm, boleh la dikatakan, bajet western kann, erm, I'm more into western food la,
tapi, as you know, western food are like bit expensive kalau na mentekedarah hari2,
so, I've made up a decision, that is to learn how to bake it ;)
lagi worth it la jugak,
sebab, I can choose halal ingredient of course :)
you can't be very sure of their halal-ness when you're eating food which originally from europe right?
so, that's why I love to bake dish that I like to eat :)
sekarang nie, I'm craving for blueberry cheese cake at SR, tapi, since I've knew how to bake it, rasa rugi lah if I go to SR, and pay more than rm7, just for a slice of it :(
eh, kadang2 kan, bila kita masak, and serve the dish to people, kita akan rasa gembira and, kenyang. x makan pun lagi, tapi dah rasa kenyang, seeing those happy faces eating pun dah buatkan kita rasa kenyang tauu :)
ah yes, this is a wise advise from my master chef,
"makanan tu kita yang masak dia, bukan dia yang masak kita,
so, buat la macam mana pun as we desire, as long as it tastes better-(mak,2008)
jadi, to those who thinks cooking is complicated, back to this principle :)
hahah, lawak,
it's always been like this when I'm in the kitchen -.-"
tak tak, basically when frying something, especially fish!
not only that,
I have my own sheild kalau na tumbuk cili dalam mortar,
takut kalau biji cili tu terpelanting dalam mata :D
hahah, it's kinda funny to have that such sheild when cooking,
but who cares right? as long I've cook the most delicious dish in the world!ahah,,
owh yes, to think of it, I dont really pro in cooking, I only cook things that I like to eat,
and usualy, I have a, erm, boleh la dikatakan, bajet western kann, erm, I'm more into western food la,
tapi, as you know, western food are like bit expensive kalau na mentekedarah hari2,
so, I've made up a decision, that is to learn how to bake it ;)
lagi worth it la jugak,
sebab, I can choose halal ingredient of course :)
you can't be very sure of their halal-ness when you're eating food which originally from europe right?
so, that's why I love to bake dish that I like to eat :)
sekarang nie, I'm craving for blueberry cheese cake at SR, tapi, since I've knew how to bake it, rasa rugi lah if I go to SR, and pay more than rm7, just for a slice of it :(
eh, kadang2 kan, bila kita masak, and serve the dish to people, kita akan rasa gembira and, kenyang. x makan pun lagi, tapi dah rasa kenyang, seeing those happy faces eating pun dah buatkan kita rasa kenyang tauu :)
ah yes, this is a wise advise from my master chef,
"makanan tu kita yang masak dia, bukan dia yang masak kita,
so, buat la macam mana pun as we desire, as long as it tastes better-(mak,2008)
jadi, to those who thinks cooking is complicated, back to this principle :)
nahh! mengiurkan gilaa kan :P
Saturday 20 April 2013
someday :')
bismillahiramanirahim and assalamualaikum :)
I feel sooo baddddd :(
kononnya mahu berubah, solat awal waktu, tak mahu tidur siang, tapiiiii :'(
ahh!shameless me talking shit :'(
it's already 0130, I'm not sleepy yet,
mana tak nya subuh gajah (talk to myself -___- )
hurmm,
I read a novel today, yes, basically, not so me lah kan, layan novel :O
tapi I like farihah iskandar's writing
dear yayah series :)
owh yes, hlovet the new series is already released !
gotta move my ass to MPH real soon,
once my pocket filled up lahh kan -___-"
and, that eager feeling to further study in overseas burst again :(
how I wish I have the experiance studying abroad :')
hurmm,
everytime I tell him the wish, he would always said, "someday cik ct, somedayy"
deyy, I wish I know when is it the 'someday'
ya Allah, betapa aku ni lemah sangat iman, I always questioning your qada' and qadar :'( shameless me :(
semalam, I chat with abang, though he just wanna make me jelly of his new tab, bought in UK lahh kan, abang, that kinda gadget wont make me jelly lahh :P
he said, he wants to visit italy during summer break, hurmm :'(
itu pun I tak jeles jugak, what makes me jealous the most is,
I still cant accept the fact that he's already in UK :'(
while noob me, still in Malaysia tanah tumpahnya darahku,
you got me already abang! hurmm, no need to impres me with your new gadget or what so ever new things you buy just to make me jealous :'(
ya Allah, make me strong enough to bear the test ya Allah,
though I know, "apa yang baik padaku mungkin tidak baik bagi Allah"
ahh!I lupa ayat quran mana yang cakap ayat nie :'(
I have to be patient :')
I feel sooo baddddd :(
kononnya mahu berubah, solat awal waktu, tak mahu tidur siang, tapiiiii :'(
ahh!shameless me talking shit :'(
it's already 0130, I'm not sleepy yet,
mana tak nya subuh gajah (talk to myself -___- )
hurmm,
I read a novel today, yes, basically, not so me lah kan, layan novel :O
tapi I like farihah iskandar's writing
dear yayah series :)
owh yes, hlovet the new series is already released !
gotta move my ass to MPH real soon,
once my pocket filled up lahh kan -___-"
and, that eager feeling to further study in overseas burst again :(
how I wish I have the experiance studying abroad :')
hurmm,
everytime I tell him the wish, he would always said, "someday cik ct, somedayy"
deyy, I wish I know when is it the 'someday'
ya Allah, betapa aku ni lemah sangat iman, I always questioning your qada' and qadar :'( shameless me :(
maybe this will do :')
he said, he wants to visit italy during summer break, hurmm :'(
itu pun I tak jeles jugak, what makes me jealous the most is,
I still cant accept the fact that he's already in UK :'(
while noob me, still in Malaysia tanah tumpahnya darahku,
you got me already abang! hurmm, no need to impres me with your new gadget or what so ever new things you buy just to make me jealous :'(
ya Allah, make me strong enough to bear the test ya Allah,
though I know, "apa yang baik padaku mungkin tidak baik bagi Allah"
ahh!I lupa ayat quran mana yang cakap ayat nie :'(
I have to be patient :')
Friday 19 April 2013
anak di hutan disusukan, kera di rumah mati kelaparan
bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum :)
hi everybodyyyy :D
I'm kinda bored here,
x dapat kerja lagi,
jadinya, I plan to do some revision for my account :O
ahah! weirdo cik ct -.-"
tak tak, I've just finished unpack all the things from my luggage,
yes, it's already thursday, dah almost a week in KL, I pemalas yea,hahah!
next agenda is going to celcom center to temporarily terminate bb line, sebab, I'm not gonna use it at home, rugi je la bayar kan, sadly, duit tambang lrt pun i xde sekarang ! betapa pokainya -.-"
abah cakap, he's not gonna send me there because, jalan na pergi sana sesak,dia malas!
faham tak he rather pay monthly bill dari hantar I pergi sana to terminate the line ? huhh~
nvm abah, I'll go by myself!huhhh~ dari abah bayar kat celcom tu, baik abah bagi duit tu kak kaklong,,hurmm..I wish he could read this~
next list-to-do is,
MOVIE MARATHON :D
what a life should be :)
and, out of a sudden,
teringat kat result yang bakal keluar :S
hurmm,
terus lost mood :(
till then~
hi everybodyyyy :D
I'm kinda bored here,
x dapat kerja lagi,
jadinya, I plan to do some revision for my account :O
ahah! weirdo cik ct -.-"
tak tak, I've just finished unpack all the things from my luggage,
yes, it's already thursday, dah almost a week in KL, I pemalas yea,hahah!
next agenda is going to celcom center to temporarily terminate bb line, sebab, I'm not gonna use it at home, rugi je la bayar kan, sadly, duit tambang lrt pun i xde sekarang ! betapa pokainya -.-"
abah cakap, he's not gonna send me there because, jalan na pergi sana sesak,dia malas!
faham tak he rather pay monthly bill dari hantar I pergi sana to terminate the line ? huhh~
nvm abah, I'll go by myself!huhhh~ dari abah bayar kat celcom tu, baik abah bagi duit tu kak kaklong,,hurmm..I wish he could read this~
next list-to-do is,
MOVIE MARATHON :D
what a life should be :)
and, out of a sudden,
teringat kat result yang bakal keluar :S
hurmm,
terus lost mood :(
till then~
Tuesday 16 April 2013
OH politics~
bismilahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum :)
whoa!PRU 13 is just around the corner !
me?
lalang~
I'm not qualify to vote, YET
well, if I have the right to vote pun, I dont have any idea which party to choose,
too much liar lately,
I dont know which one to believe in :s
so, I would like to share some of my thought
first, their manifesto to lower the price of cars
dearest people, from what I've learnt in economics,
it is definately not a good idea to make the cars as cheap as you desire.
buat kereta jadi harga mampu milik by every people ?
nahh, japan is well-known developed country, yet, 70% of its population ride a bicycle O.o
still maju kann?
cars doesnt determine ones wealth :)
price of imported cars is way too expensive ?
hahahah! it's the stratergy of our government to protect our brand lahh! proton and produa are still affordable right ?
pilihlah produk malaysia ;) heheh,,
on second thought, I still in doubt whether BN manage to win O.o
they are gambling newbies in politics,,
takut, rakyat dont really believe in the credibility to lead the nation,
on the good side pulak, newbies have lotsss of new idea in developing the country :)
bagus jugak tu,,
tapikan, I'm afraid those veteran leader cant accept the decision, thus, join the opposition.
dude, if you cant be a good leader, then, be a loyal follower. bukan na criticise, tapi na give opinion,
jangan pentingkan jawatan, think of what you can contribute to our nation, the responsibility !
orang atasan tahu lebih yea,,
lagi,
ahh, banyak sebenarnya na bebel, tapi dah lupa pulak -.-"
till then~
whoa!PRU 13 is just around the corner !
me?
lalang~
I'm not qualify to vote, YET
well, if I have the right to vote pun, I dont have any idea which party to choose,
too much liar lately,
I dont know which one to believe in :s
so, I would like to share some of my thought
first, their manifesto to lower the price of cars
dearest people, from what I've learnt in economics,
it is definately not a good idea to make the cars as cheap as you desire.
buat kereta jadi harga mampu milik by every people ?
nahh, japan is well-known developed country, yet, 70% of its population ride a bicycle O.o
still maju kann?
cars doesnt determine ones wealth :)
price of imported cars is way too expensive ?
hahahah! it's the stratergy of our government to protect our brand lahh! proton and produa are still affordable right ?
pilihlah produk malaysia ;) heheh,,
on second thought, I still in doubt whether BN manage to win O.o
they are gambling newbies in politics,,
takut, rakyat dont really believe in the credibility to lead the nation,
on the good side pulak, newbies have lotsss of new idea in developing the country :)
bagus jugak tu,,
tapikan, I'm afraid those veteran leader cant accept the decision, thus, join the opposition.
dude, if you cant be a good leader, then, be a loyal follower. bukan na criticise, tapi na give opinion,
jangan pentingkan jawatan, think of what you can contribute to our nation, the responsibility !
orang atasan tahu lebih yea,,
lagi,
ahh, banyak sebenarnya na bebel, tapi dah lupa pulak -.-"
till then~
I'm not ready YET
bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum :D
ahh, what a real freedom !
abah tegur, I'm like owl, awake at night but sleep in the day,heheh, used too abah -.-"
gotta change that !
okay2,
I planned to find a job :)
saja na gain more experiance,
well, working teaches me the things I cant find in class,
it's about live,
kalau dulu, I like to condemn people, judge them, slacking of course,
tapi, since I worked as cashier at AEON, I learnt to be more polite, be nice to people, eventhough I dont know them,
and, alhamdullilah, I've changed ever since :)
so, tadi I went to AEON again, to fill in the application form, hope to get the reply as soon as possible. tak larat dah na makan tidur makan tidur kat rumah nie -.-"
in other word, I manage to avoid eating all the time, boleh kurus maybe :| kononlahh kann,
pastu, na mory nie,
regarding this post , hurmm :(
I just dont know why am I keep thinking of him :'(
ya Allah, I really really really truly wanna forget him :'(
but out of a sudden, he came across my mind ! (I wonder if he feel the same -.-")
the moment when he said the 3 magical word struck my mind -.-"
how can I forget you when you had create so much memory that cant be forgotten :(
how I wish I never know you, must be lil bit easier for me to focus on my studies though, kononlah kann,,
ya Allah, if he's the one, show us the right way by not commiting sins, I want a blessed marriage :'D heheh,,
dah kenapa fikir pasal kawin pulak -______-"
need to stay FOCUS !
owh, by the way, I've packed things to bring to jengka for next sem !
semangattttt kan :D
tak sabar to really start the new life, and act like a real student ! I mean, how exactly student should live. saya mahu mengondol 4 flat sem depan ! kononlahh kan, hey!pray for me though! heheh,,
ahh, what a real freedom !
abah tegur, I'm like owl, awake at night but sleep in the day,heheh, used too abah -.-"
gotta change that !
okay2,
I planned to find a job :)
saja na gain more experiance,
well, working teaches me the things I cant find in class,
it's about live,
kalau dulu, I like to condemn people, judge them, slacking of course,
tapi, since I worked as cashier at AEON, I learnt to be more polite, be nice to people, eventhough I dont know them,
and, alhamdullilah, I've changed ever since :)
so, tadi I went to AEON again, to fill in the application form, hope to get the reply as soon as possible. tak larat dah na makan tidur makan tidur kat rumah nie -.-"
in other word, I manage to avoid eating all the time, boleh kurus maybe :| kononlahh kann,
pastu, na mory nie,
regarding this post , hurmm :(
I just dont know why am I keep thinking of him :'(
ya Allah, I really really really truly wanna forget him :'(
but out of a sudden, he came across my mind ! (I wonder if he feel the same -.-")
the moment when he said the 3 magical word struck my mind -.-"
how can I forget you when you had create so much memory that cant be forgotten :(
how I wish I never know you, must be lil bit easier for me to focus on my studies though, kononlah kann,,
ya Allah, if he's the one, show us the right way by not commiting sins, I want a blessed marriage :'D heheh,,
dah kenapa fikir pasal kawin pulak -______-"
need to stay FOCUS !
owh, by the way, I've packed things to bring to jengka for next sem !
semangattttt kan :D
tak sabar to really start the new life, and act like a real student ! I mean, how exactly student should live. saya mahu mengondol 4 flat sem depan ! kononlahh kan, hey!pray for me though! heheh,,
Sunday 14 April 2013
ending of SEM 4 :(
bismilahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum :)
and I hereby, proudly announce that,
SEM BREAK STARTS NOWWWW :D
ahh, finally, I can get rid of these crapiness, bulshitness, and all the negativity.
rasa na menangiss :'(
ahh, okay, I finally homie :D
goooddddd to be home !
okay, na cerita nie,
on thursday, the day before account paper,
we studied together,
I feel bad for not helping fatin though, she ask me to teach her account, but, I put so many excuse, that she might think, I dont want to help her, but, truly, I'm not..
I seriously love to teach my friend, helping them in academic, but there will be so much rules they have to follow, such as, I dont want to study with people that I'm not used to. tapi dia, she wanted to invite ida, it's not that I'm not used to ida, cuma, I cant study with someone I cant be with. owh, sila la faham -.-" well, if you want to study, surely u have someone you comfortable with kan? so do I :)
and I cant study with ida.
okayy,
on thursday, me, ilaa and bella, studied together. while mat and faizul havent arrived yet, they have MAF in the morning and will be joining us in the afternoon..
ceritanya begini,
I ask bella to teach me cashflow, but she said, she dont really master in that topic, so, we make up a decision that is to invite the bigg boss to guide us :)
I called madam if she is available during that time to guide us in answering the question.
alhamdullilah, madam free :)
she's willing to come to the library and meet us :)
pastu, sedihnyaa,
my classmate, I mean the girls,
are like, being x puas hati, sebab, I didnt invite them along when madam comes to our discussion room,walhal, they are in the same library too.
girl, it's not that I dont want to invite you, cant you see that the room is too 'big' to have all of you in the same time ?
bilik tu masuk 4 orang pun dah penuh !
ada yang cakap, I penting kan diri sendiri,na pandai sorang2 :'(
manaa adaaaa :'''''( well, if you want to know, I invite madam to come is not a plan, I call her by chance!
and, as if I really selfish, I tak buat kelas tambahan on friday tu tahu :'(
I yang minta madam buat kelas tambahan on friday tu, so that, korunk semua boleh tanya any kecelaruan before sit for the exam.
bukan madam yang tanya i whether kita na buat kelas atau tidak, I yang mintaa :'( i na kita semua jumpa madam for the last time before sit for the paper. get the bless from her, apologizing for any mistakes semua bagai. I try to be a good leader though :'( I'm not neglecting you guys pun :'(
if, I nie selfish, I x buat kelas tambahan tu tahu, I pergi je sorang2 kat bilik madam, belajar dengan madam, ambik semua tips before exam from her, and x spread to all of you :'( tapi, tidak, I buat kelas tambahan tu, I ajak semua datang, maybe madam have tips in answering the question ke kann,,
I tried to be a good leader :') tapi, apa yang I buat, orang salah erti kann :'( as if I selfish, I tak pergi turun naik HEA just to book the class on friday. I book je bilik kat library tu, senang. after the class, I can continue study in the library. tapi takk, I pergi HEA, tanya orang tu if there's any class is free at blok J during 10-12 on friday. sebab apa? sebab I tak na korunk semua jalan jauh dari hostel! blok J paling dekat I guess. padahal HEA tu cakap, blok IST banyak kosong. but i insist to get a class at block J jugak. I x buat kat library sebab, perempuan have to wear baju kurung. I dont want to bother you guys to wear baju kurung when it's just an extra class. I tried to be a good leader though :'(
well, since PRU13 is just around the corner, I'd like to speak about leadership.
It's hard to be a leader actually :(
kalau kau fikir pasal pangkat dan kedudukan, senang.
tapi,
kalau kau fikir pasal tanggungjawab, nescaya kau tak akan sanggup jadi ketua sebenarnya :'(
dalam quran pun dah cakap, seorang ketua nie, sebelah kaki dia dah masuk neraka, kalau dia tidak adil, maka terheretlah sebelah lagi kaki dia ke dalam neraka :'(
and,I try not to be one :'( tapi, since I dah ter jadi, I try to be fair to all :| still, people x puas hati dengan I :'( sedih tahuu :'( dengan klazmate boycott i, roomate pun sama, it's not a good ending of sem 4 actually :'(
cant wait to enter sem 5. new roomates. new spirit. new everything.
I'll be with EC's student next sem :)
trying to be far away from account student. I need to be alone. yes, for the entire sem. isolation suit me the most :') and, I like to be isolated from the people that I know :') sebab, I tak suka apa yang i buat orang lain tahu. I dont like to be in the center. biarlah I yang mengundur diri :'( ahh!buat cerita sedih! tapi, it's true what! pointer I okay when I dont stay with account student. sebab mereka tak kesah apa yang I buat. ini, kalau dengan student account, I bukak buku sikit, mula lah na perli, "ain study" menyampah! weyh, I'm not coming to UiTM to find a husband lahh, I datang uitm sebab na belajar -.-"
atas dasar kesedihan, I went to my senior's room. overnight at her room. tapi dia keluar,hang out with her friend, so, her room is mine ! I like the environment :) silent. away from people. blessed.
trying to forget all the sadness being rejected by my own friends :'(
kamis malam tu, as usual, me and ilaa went to the library. then, mat and faizul came. with shahmi and zarif! masa they enter the room, me and ilaa was like unnerved. weird. x pernah2 seumur hidup i bercakap dengan shahmi and zarif tahu ! that night we studied together! ahh, pengalaman yang sangat aneh sem ini.
pastu, library tutup ( I wish library tu tak tutup sepanjang week exam) so, we went back hostel.
balek2 je, ida terus keluar bilik, ajak tiqah study sama at Ty's room. masa tu, I dont mind, sebab, I tak tahu lagi ida terasa dengan i sebab i tak ajak dia study sama when madam datang libary petang tadi. eyan pun keluar bilik, pergi study di bilik jiran. me, alone in the room. suka. i turn the fan to speed 5, open the window, shut the door, sejuk ! angin luar menyelinap masuk ke dalam bilik (ahh, typical ayat novel) tetiba amy datang, crying like a baby, she said, no one want to help her in account. everybody is like condemning her for not knowing the simplest rule in account. masa tu, I tengah study FRS pulak -.-" ahh, suit time betul la kann, tapi, xpe. selagi I boleh tolong, I tolong yea. so I let her know everything that I know regarding published account :) though I'm not that good in that topic -.-" carrymark pun macam hape je ! pastu, she told me about all the classmate is like avoiding me sebab case x ajak mereka study sama tu lahh! :'( glad to speak to someone. atleast there is someone who know the real situation of me :') yes, someone. cukuplah satu :')
how I wish they know the real story too. tapi xpe laa, I malas, I just want to focus in this last paper which is account. I really hope that I can do the best! tak sabar na habezkan paper akaun and go back to KL. forget everything in jengka. I told amy, since amy is my ex-romate when I was in part 3, amy pernah nampak I jual kupon I, which she tought I dah tak mahu duduk kolej lagi sem4 or I mohon fast track, yes, indeed amy, I memang mohon fast track. sebab tu I have the gut to sell some of my coupon.. glad that I'm not selling them all, sekali fast track xde :| I tell her why I apply the programme is that, I bosan dengan typical people in jengka. I love the enviroment, but not the people. and that makes us cry together. dia dengan masalah dia, I dengan kekecewaan I :'(
sedih kan hidup I sem 4 nie?
dah lah I lose hope gilaa in academic, people surrounding me pulak being like soo not supportive when actually I need them the most :'( sem nie I banyak kol ezaa. I feel like she's the only one who understand me. and, if you scroll to all my entry this sem, banyak yang I write about sadness :( I sesungguhnya tak bahagia sepanjang sem ini :'(
SEMUA SALAH UITM!hahah~ I'm not gonna blame myself for not living my life to the fullest :p
jadi, now, I'm KLian :DDDDD
I want to look for a job :)
insyaAllah :)
cuti ini na relax, kuruskan badan mungkin, cari kerja itu pasti. nampak x berbezaannya?heheh :P
so, till then :)
and I hereby, proudly announce that,
SEM BREAK STARTS NOWWWW :D
ahh, finally, I can get rid of these crapiness, bulshitness, and all the negativity.
rasa na menangiss :'(
ahh, okay, I finally homie :D
goooddddd to be home !
okay, na cerita nie,
on thursday, the day before account paper,
we studied together,
I feel bad for not helping fatin though, she ask me to teach her account, but, I put so many excuse, that she might think, I dont want to help her, but, truly, I'm not..
I seriously love to teach my friend, helping them in academic, but there will be so much rules they have to follow, such as, I dont want to study with people that I'm not used to. tapi dia, she wanted to invite ida, it's not that I'm not used to ida, cuma, I cant study with someone I cant be with. owh, sila la faham -.-" well, if you want to study, surely u have someone you comfortable with kan? so do I :)
and I cant study with ida.
okayy,
on thursday, me, ilaa and bella, studied together. while mat and faizul havent arrived yet, they have MAF in the morning and will be joining us in the afternoon..
ceritanya begini,
I ask bella to teach me cashflow, but she said, she dont really master in that topic, so, we make up a decision that is to invite the bigg boss to guide us :)
I called madam if she is available during that time to guide us in answering the question.
alhamdullilah, madam free :)
she's willing to come to the library and meet us :)
pastu, sedihnyaa,
my classmate, I mean the girls,
are like, being x puas hati, sebab, I didnt invite them along when madam comes to our discussion room,walhal, they are in the same library too.
girl, it's not that I dont want to invite you, cant you see that the room is too 'big' to have all of you in the same time ?
bilik tu masuk 4 orang pun dah penuh !
ada yang cakap, I penting kan diri sendiri,na pandai sorang2 :'(
manaa adaaaa :'''''( well, if you want to know, I invite madam to come is not a plan, I call her by chance!
and, as if I really selfish, I tak buat kelas tambahan on friday tu tahu :'(
I yang minta madam buat kelas tambahan on friday tu, so that, korunk semua boleh tanya any kecelaruan before sit for the exam.
bukan madam yang tanya i whether kita na buat kelas atau tidak, I yang mintaa :'( i na kita semua jumpa madam for the last time before sit for the paper. get the bless from her, apologizing for any mistakes semua bagai. I try to be a good leader though :'( I'm not neglecting you guys pun :'(
if, I nie selfish, I x buat kelas tambahan tu tahu, I pergi je sorang2 kat bilik madam, belajar dengan madam, ambik semua tips before exam from her, and x spread to all of you :'( tapi, tidak, I buat kelas tambahan tu, I ajak semua datang, maybe madam have tips in answering the question ke kann,,
I tried to be a good leader :') tapi, apa yang I buat, orang salah erti kann :'( as if I selfish, I tak pergi turun naik HEA just to book the class on friday. I book je bilik kat library tu, senang. after the class, I can continue study in the library. tapi takk, I pergi HEA, tanya orang tu if there's any class is free at blok J during 10-12 on friday. sebab apa? sebab I tak na korunk semua jalan jauh dari hostel! blok J paling dekat I guess. padahal HEA tu cakap, blok IST banyak kosong. but i insist to get a class at block J jugak. I x buat kat library sebab, perempuan have to wear baju kurung. I dont want to bother you guys to wear baju kurung when it's just an extra class. I tried to be a good leader though :'(
well, since PRU13 is just around the corner, I'd like to speak about leadership.
It's hard to be a leader actually :(
kalau kau fikir pasal pangkat dan kedudukan, senang.
tapi,
kalau kau fikir pasal tanggungjawab, nescaya kau tak akan sanggup jadi ketua sebenarnya :'(
dalam quran pun dah cakap, seorang ketua nie, sebelah kaki dia dah masuk neraka, kalau dia tidak adil, maka terheretlah sebelah lagi kaki dia ke dalam neraka :'(
and,I try not to be one :'( tapi, since I dah ter jadi, I try to be fair to all :| still, people x puas hati dengan I :'( sedih tahuu :'( dengan klazmate boycott i, roomate pun sama, it's not a good ending of sem 4 actually :'(
cant wait to enter sem 5. new roomates. new spirit. new everything.
I'll be with EC's student next sem :)
trying to be far away from account student. I need to be alone. yes, for the entire sem. isolation suit me the most :') and, I like to be isolated from the people that I know :') sebab, I tak suka apa yang i buat orang lain tahu. I dont like to be in the center. biarlah I yang mengundur diri :'( ahh!buat cerita sedih! tapi, it's true what! pointer I okay when I dont stay with account student. sebab mereka tak kesah apa yang I buat. ini, kalau dengan student account, I bukak buku sikit, mula lah na perli, "ain study" menyampah! weyh, I'm not coming to UiTM to find a husband lahh, I datang uitm sebab na belajar -.-"
atas dasar kesedihan, I went to my senior's room. overnight at her room. tapi dia keluar,hang out with her friend, so, her room is mine ! I like the environment :) silent. away from people. blessed.
trying to forget all the sadness being rejected by my own friends :'(
kamis malam tu, as usual, me and ilaa went to the library. then, mat and faizul came. with shahmi and zarif! masa they enter the room, me and ilaa was like unnerved. weird. x pernah2 seumur hidup i bercakap dengan shahmi and zarif tahu ! that night we studied together! ahh, pengalaman yang sangat aneh sem ini.
pastu, library tutup ( I wish library tu tak tutup sepanjang week exam) so, we went back hostel.
balek2 je, ida terus keluar bilik, ajak tiqah study sama at Ty's room. masa tu, I dont mind, sebab, I tak tahu lagi ida terasa dengan i sebab i tak ajak dia study sama when madam datang libary petang tadi. eyan pun keluar bilik, pergi study di bilik jiran. me, alone in the room. suka. i turn the fan to speed 5, open the window, shut the door, sejuk ! angin luar menyelinap masuk ke dalam bilik (ahh, typical ayat novel) tetiba amy datang, crying like a baby, she said, no one want to help her in account. everybody is like condemning her for not knowing the simplest rule in account. masa tu, I tengah study FRS pulak -.-" ahh, suit time betul la kann, tapi, xpe. selagi I boleh tolong, I tolong yea. so I let her know everything that I know regarding published account :) though I'm not that good in that topic -.-" carrymark pun macam hape je ! pastu, she told me about all the classmate is like avoiding me sebab case x ajak mereka study sama tu lahh! :'( glad to speak to someone. atleast there is someone who know the real situation of me :') yes, someone. cukuplah satu :')
how I wish they know the real story too. tapi xpe laa, I malas, I just want to focus in this last paper which is account. I really hope that I can do the best! tak sabar na habezkan paper akaun and go back to KL. forget everything in jengka. I told amy, since amy is my ex-romate when I was in part 3, amy pernah nampak I jual kupon I, which she tought I dah tak mahu duduk kolej lagi sem4 or I mohon fast track, yes, indeed amy, I memang mohon fast track. sebab tu I have the gut to sell some of my coupon.. glad that I'm not selling them all, sekali fast track xde :| I tell her why I apply the programme is that, I bosan dengan typical people in jengka. I love the enviroment, but not the people. and that makes us cry together. dia dengan masalah dia, I dengan kekecewaan I :'(
sedih kan hidup I sem 4 nie?
dah lah I lose hope gilaa in academic, people surrounding me pulak being like soo not supportive when actually I need them the most :'( sem nie I banyak kol ezaa. I feel like she's the only one who understand me. and, if you scroll to all my entry this sem, banyak yang I write about sadness :( I sesungguhnya tak bahagia sepanjang sem ini :'(
SEMUA SALAH UITM!hahah~ I'm not gonna blame myself for not living my life to the fullest :p
jadi, now, I'm KLian :DDDDD
I want to look for a job :)
insyaAllah :)
cuti ini na relax, kuruskan badan mungkin, cari kerja itu pasti. nampak x berbezaannya?heheh :P
so, till then :)
Thursday 11 April 2013
I TEACH MY FRIEND ACCOUNT ! sila percaya -.-"
bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum :)
okay, I still remember when I told pn Wani how dissapoint I'm knowing the abolishment of fast track programme, she said, "mungkin ada perjuangan yang belum selesai, ada yang ain x lepas memberi lagi kat uitm ni" okay, puan :)
yes, indeed, maybe I'm excellent in academic, but, I give less, I didnt help my friend much, I can be considered as, "na berjaya sorang2" I know I'm badd :(
so, this semester,
alhamdullilah, we study together, we help each other in academic, that's what suppose to be right?
and, as for me, the most weirdo things is, I TEACH MY FRIEND ACCOUNT !
*glup*
surely gonna be more to ajaran sesat when I start teaching, especially ACCOUNT -.-"
I usually been tought by others on account based on previous semester's experiance,
but this time around, I'm the teacher, no longer the student -_____-"
and, what you expect when a maths student teaching account?
*hihihihi*gelak jahat~
yes, I create formula to make the statementsss easier :D
my 'student' will know what is a-c2 in finding retained profit and Capital reserve redemption figure,
and, there's alot of other formula tahu :P
then, I dont open T-a/c to find the balancing figure, I create my own formula, which is SOCI+b/d-c/d
okay, those formula is understood by me and my 'student'
there's a situation when mat ask me about the transaction, debit, credit
mat: ain, additional info num 2, kita dr sales, cr debtor and dr cogs, cr inventory ?
and me, making the most blurry face in the world, trying to understand what the heck is dr cr about -.-"
faizul: kau jangan tanya dr cr mat! kan dye ckp dye x tahu dr or cr,
ain: huh!memahami punn,pffftttt~
mat: okay2, kita tambah kat sales, tolak debtor bla bla bla
ain: owhh, yes, betul2,
see? I can understand more when they convert the question to maths language,
yes, maths language yea, not account language -______-"
then, just now, I dont know how to find the net profit before tax when the question gives you the final figure, so I have to work backward, and, I ended up, generating formula, x - bla bla + bla bla = 7600
so find x,
faham takkk betapa wasting time nyaa -___-"
then ila said, ain, if the operation's minus, we add, vice versa..
ain: owh, thanxx ilaaa -.-" otherwise I would bring all the figure into a maths version -__-
huh, inilah akibatnya bila budak maths mengajar account -.-"
so tommorrow is the last day to spend with all the study group account, sebab, my mum cakap, I should spend time on my own to revise alone, because I told my mum that, semalam, I dont have time to study acocunt since they are like asking me non stop, lepas seorang seorang bertanya. so here it is, jumaat I'm gonna spend time to just really focus on me myself :)
ahh, konon hebat akaun sangat sampai jadi kaunter pertanyaan -.-" pffttt~
okay, I still remember when I told pn Wani how dissapoint I'm knowing the abolishment of fast track programme, she said, "mungkin ada perjuangan yang belum selesai, ada yang ain x lepas memberi lagi kat uitm ni" okay, puan :)
yes, indeed, maybe I'm excellent in academic, but, I give less, I didnt help my friend much, I can be considered as, "na berjaya sorang2" I know I'm badd :(
so, this semester,
alhamdullilah, we study together, we help each other in academic, that's what suppose to be right?
and, as for me, the most weirdo things is, I TEACH MY FRIEND ACCOUNT !
*glup*
surely gonna be more to ajaran sesat when I start teaching, especially ACCOUNT -.-"
I usually been tought by others on account based on previous semester's experiance,
but this time around, I'm the teacher, no longer the student -_____-"
and, what you expect when a maths student teaching account?
*hihihihi*gelak jahat~
yes, I create formula to make the statementsss easier :D
my 'student' will know what is a-c2 in finding retained profit and Capital reserve redemption figure,
and, there's alot of other formula tahu :P
then, I dont open T-a/c to find the balancing figure, I create my own formula, which is SOCI+b/d-c/d
okay, those formula is understood by me and my 'student'
there's a situation when mat ask me about the transaction, debit, credit
mat: ain, additional info num 2, kita dr sales, cr debtor and dr cogs, cr inventory ?
and me, making the most blurry face in the world, trying to understand what the heck is dr cr about -.-"
faizul: kau jangan tanya dr cr mat! kan dye ckp dye x tahu dr or cr,
ain: huh!memahami punn,pffftttt~
mat: okay2, kita tambah kat sales, tolak debtor bla bla bla
ain: owhh, yes, betul2,
see? I can understand more when they convert the question to maths language,
yes, maths language yea, not account language -______-"
then, just now, I dont know how to find the net profit before tax when the question gives you the final figure, so I have to work backward, and, I ended up, generating formula, x - bla bla + bla bla = 7600
so find x,
faham takkk betapa wasting time nyaa -___-"
then ila said, ain, if the operation's minus, we add, vice versa..
ain: owh, thanxx ilaaa -.-" otherwise I would bring all the figure into a maths version -__-
huh, inilah akibatnya bila budak maths mengajar account -.-"
so tommorrow is the last day to spend with all the study group account, sebab, my mum cakap, I should spend time on my own to revise alone, because I told my mum that, semalam, I dont have time to study acocunt since they are like asking me non stop, lepas seorang seorang bertanya. so here it is, jumaat I'm gonna spend time to just really focus on me myself :)
ahh, konon hebat akaun sangat sampai jadi kaunter pertanyaan -.-" pffttt~
Sunday 7 April 2013
broken hearted girl :')
bsmilahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum :)
I dont know why am I keep posting in this blog
stress I guess :|
well, I'm ready to be broken hearted girl :')
ahh!cliche~
dah, I've had enough
enough of all your fools
yes, indeed, I feel stronger when I'm with you, but,
deep inside, Im asking myself, how long can it be?
I even get jealous when you're with someone else.
yes, I know, you're not even mine,
and, that's why, I do feel like, I have to step back
before I madly in love with you :)
thank you for all your good deed towards me all these while
I'm keeping it in my own memory which I hope, someday, I'll hit the rock and all of it will banish :')
ahh! I dont know why, just give me a reason by P!nk really suit my feeling now :(
nahh, the intro part,
"right from the start you're a thief
you stole my heart,
and I, your willing victim"
andd,
"just give a reason,
just a little bit enough,
just a second
we're not broken
just bent,
till we can learn to love again :'(
andd,
sorry I dont understand,
where're all is this coming from,
I thought, that we're fine"
yes, I thought that we're fine :')
I thought :')
ahh!
how I wish it didnt start in the first place
how I wish I can really hate you when we're fighting, that we'll never get back together
how I wish I can persuade my heart not to even care about you
how I wish that you'll get outta my mind right now!
ahh!
I'm weak to encounter the feeling,
dear cik ct, he's not the one!you hate him right?
but, how the heck is my heart still insist to be with him ?
you stubborn cik ct!
I dont know why am I keep posting in this blog
stress I guess :|
well, I'm ready to be broken hearted girl :')
ahh!cliche~
dah, I've had enough
enough of all your fools
yes, indeed, I feel stronger when I'm with you, but,
deep inside, Im asking myself, how long can it be?
I even get jealous when you're with someone else.
yes, I know, you're not even mine,
and, that's why, I do feel like, I have to step back
before I madly in love with you :)
thank you for all your good deed towards me all these while
I'm keeping it in my own memory which I hope, someday, I'll hit the rock and all of it will banish :')
ahh! I dont know why, just give me a reason by P!nk really suit my feeling now :(
nahh, the intro part,
"right from the start you're a thief
you stole my heart,
and I, your willing victim"
andd,
"just give a reason,
just a little bit enough,
just a second
we're not broken
just bent,
till we can learn to love again :'(
andd,
sorry I dont understand,
where're all is this coming from,
I thought, that we're fine"
yes, I thought that we're fine :')
I thought :')
ahh!
how I wish it didnt start in the first place
how I wish I can really hate you when we're fighting, that we'll never get back together
how I wish I can persuade my heart not to even care about you
how I wish that you'll get outta my mind right now!
ahh!
I'm weak to encounter the feeling,
dear cik ct, he's not the one!you hate him right?
but, how the heck is my heart still insist to be with him ?
you stubborn cik ct!
never, never, never give up !
this picture inspire me to keep striving, regardless how painful it is :')
religion: Rasullulah era or now is better?
bismilahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum :)
I get tired
yes,
tired of arguing thing that are useless to debate on!
i dont usually give up when I have point okay,
but, if I did so, it means that, I cant bare to see you crying like a baby !
if you ever ask my friends,(friend who know me well)
I always have something to turn you down, especially in arguing things.
sebab, for me, it is easy. if you're right, then, we're not into a debate session, cause I simply will vote for you dear, tapi if you're wrong, and the worst is trying to standstil with your point, then, you're a dead meattt!
trust me.
I'm not the type of person who can easily give up okayy,,
what's your view if someone said,
"kan bagus kalau lahir zaman rasullulah"
yes, I have that kind of thought before,
it's gonna be fantastic right?
you have someone who really close to you who can guide you all the way,
have the person who have the answer of all your silly question,
have someone who can you always refer to.
have the role model who you can follow to.
tapiiii,
are you sure you're gonna live in bless, be the one who is selected by Allah to get the hidayah.
look, if you're in that era, your religion is most probably, agama nenek moyang, christian, or jewish.
the religion that you've been followed since your nenek moyang. it's harder for you to simply change your religion when Rasullulah came and introduce you to islam right?
the point is, are you that sure that, you will be the selected person by Allah to join islam?
even now, you're born in Islam pun still not practising the way of life as Muslim,(reminder to myself as well) and, you're hoping that you wanna born in zaman Rasullulah SAW ?
dear, please be a greatful servant.
Allah knows what's the best for us though :)
*please correct me if I'm wrong :) well, that's just my opinion :)
hurmm, basically, that's what we're arguing with, she is still with her point to live in zaman Rasullulah. yes, who doesnt want to live with the most precious person ever right?but the point is will you be the chosen one to be in Islam? :|
then, I stop from arguing more. sebab I know, it's useless to debate with someone who always wanna win :) I've grown up though :P
I get tired
yes,
tired of arguing thing that are useless to debate on!
i dont usually give up when I have point okay,
but, if I did so, it means that, I cant bare to see you crying like a baby !
if you ever ask my friends,(friend who know me well)
I always have something to turn you down, especially in arguing things.
sebab, for me, it is easy. if you're right, then, we're not into a debate session, cause I simply will vote for you dear, tapi if you're wrong, and the worst is trying to standstil with your point, then, you're a dead meattt!
trust me.
I'm not the type of person who can easily give up okayy,,
what's your view if someone said,
"kan bagus kalau lahir zaman rasullulah"
yes, I have that kind of thought before,
it's gonna be fantastic right?
you have someone who really close to you who can guide you all the way,
have the person who have the answer of all your silly question,
have someone who can you always refer to.
have the role model who you can follow to.
tapiiii,
are you sure you're gonna live in bless, be the one who is selected by Allah to get the hidayah.
look, if you're in that era, your religion is most probably, agama nenek moyang, christian, or jewish.
the religion that you've been followed since your nenek moyang. it's harder for you to simply change your religion when Rasullulah came and introduce you to islam right?
the point is, are you that sure that, you will be the selected person by Allah to join islam?
even now, you're born in Islam pun still not practising the way of life as Muslim,(reminder to myself as well) and, you're hoping that you wanna born in zaman Rasullulah SAW ?
dear, please be a greatful servant.
Allah knows what's the best for us though :)
*please correct me if I'm wrong :) well, that's just my opinion :)
hurmm, basically, that's what we're arguing with, she is still with her point to live in zaman Rasullulah. yes, who doesnt want to live with the most precious person ever right?but the point is will you be the chosen one to be in Islam? :|
then, I stop from arguing more. sebab I know, it's useless to debate with someone who always wanna win :) I've grown up though :P
Saturday 6 April 2013
grown up
bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum :)
I've changed :)
to someone better.
I guess.
I'm not the one who likes to complain much but rather look that thing in deep.
I dont simply judge anything without having proof on it.
and, the most changes I've made is
I dont really into arguing things
like before :)
it's not that I'm too weak to voice out my opinion.
it's just that, your third class minded making me feels like, it's worthless to debate on :)
ive grown up :)
I've changed :)
to someone better.
I guess.
I'm not the one who likes to complain much but rather look that thing in deep.
I dont simply judge anything without having proof on it.
and, the most changes I've made is
I dont really into arguing things
like before :)
it's not that I'm too weak to voice out my opinion.
it's just that, your third class minded making me feels like, it's worthless to debate on :)
ive grown up :)
stop
bismilahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum :)
have you ever set your mind to stop on something you've been working for over a years?or perhaps, in your entire life?
and, the moment when you've given up, that thing came to you without you're asking for?
okayy mengarut,,
I dah set my mind to stop looking for him, but then, a few second later, he came across :(
dude, I dont want to see yor face lahh!
cop!he is in my mind -.-" I set my mind to think of him -_____-"
ya Allah. the better I know him, the more annoy i feel..
entah laa,
I feel like Allah is giving me the sign that he's not the one, but, I, me, myself keep praying that he would be mine again :(
am I trying to deny the fate?
hurmm~
have you ever set your mind to stop on something you've been working for over a years?or perhaps, in your entire life?
and, the moment when you've given up, that thing came to you without you're asking for?
okayy mengarut,,
I dah set my mind to stop looking for him, but then, a few second later, he came across :(
dude, I dont want to see yor face lahh!
cop!he is in my mind -.-" I set my mind to think of him -_____-"
ya Allah. the better I know him, the more annoy i feel..
entah laa,
I feel like Allah is giving me the sign that he's not the one, but, I, me, myself keep praying that he would be mine again :(
am I trying to deny the fate?
hurmm~
Friday 5 April 2013
play hard huh?
bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum :)
blessed friday~
done with computerised accounting :S
but, seriously :'(
I dont think I've done my very best :'(
owh, okay, a wise friend of mine said,
result is out of our control, our job is just to try for the best..
tapi, u know how stress it is when you're aiming too high, yet, the only thing you can do is just hoping?
yes, hoping for a miracle :')
I'm just too weak to standstil on these testes ya Allah, please guide me :')
AIS paper just now is like too hard for me !
I dont expect that kind of question will be tested,
the question is like, senang ya amat!
yes, this is not in sarcasm tone tauu!
seriously, it is toooo easy that my mind cant digest the question :|
my brain had been trained on critical thinking though~
andd, the topic that i didnt expect to come out, keluar pulak!
i dont even think to really focus on inventory's chapter,
and, pathetically, i can say that, almost all of the question are asking about inventory :'(
cause I dont expect inventory will be tested!that topic is just too lame to be tested kowt!hurmm,
lesson learn,
life isn't always as what we expect, so be prepared..
andd!there was a couple of times when I skipped studying some topic, but he said, "dont miss anything while you still have the chance to read, you dont know what's the question is gonna be right?sometimes, the one you simply neglect is the one that are going to be tested"
yes, indeed my dear :'( lesson learnt :\
i dah serik :'( next week will be FAR paper, dont mess with cik ct!
I'm gonna do the best!I'm going to boil the textbook and drink the boiled water!I'm gonna absorb all the information into my brian till there's nothing left!!!!!!!!so, FAR, be prepared, once I've set my mind, there's nothing can stop me! #ahh, konon~
blessed friday~
done with computerised accounting :S
but, seriously :'(
I dont think I've done my very best :'(
owh, okay, a wise friend of mine said,
result is out of our control, our job is just to try for the best..
tapi, u know how stress it is when you're aiming too high, yet, the only thing you can do is just hoping?
yes, hoping for a miracle :')
I'm just too weak to standstil on these testes ya Allah, please guide me :')
AIS paper just now is like too hard for me !
I dont expect that kind of question will be tested,
the question is like, senang ya amat!
yes, this is not in sarcasm tone tauu!
seriously, it is toooo easy that my mind cant digest the question :|
my brain had been trained on critical thinking though~
andd, the topic that i didnt expect to come out, keluar pulak!
i dont even think to really focus on inventory's chapter,
and, pathetically, i can say that, almost all of the question are asking about inventory :'(
cause I dont expect inventory will be tested!that topic is just too lame to be tested kowt!hurmm,
lesson learn,
life isn't always as what we expect, so be prepared..
andd!there was a couple of times when I skipped studying some topic, but he said, "dont miss anything while you still have the chance to read, you dont know what's the question is gonna be right?sometimes, the one you simply neglect is the one that are going to be tested"
yes, indeed my dear :'( lesson learnt :\
i dah serik :'( next week will be FAR paper, dont mess with cik ct!
I'm gonna do the best!I'm going to boil the textbook and drink the boiled water!I'm gonna absorb all the information into my brian till there's nothing left!!!!!!!!so, FAR, be prepared, once I've set my mind, there's nothing can stop me! #ahh, konon~
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