assakamualaikum everyonee :)
feeling great to post something merepek here :)
ehem ehem, owh!before I forgot,
regarding my previous post,
student who lives in KL will be transfered to melaka for FT programme,
pantai timur je yang pegi UiTM machangster.
yet, melaka bukan di UiTM london aka uitm Lendu, but, in the exact bandarhilir
and, the environment is totally diff!
hurmm, need to re-think about pursuing my dream..
plus, the intake is on early of march,
after checking back the schedule for next semester, I find out that, during that time, we're almost finish the 4th semester kowtt!macam x worth it je?
okay, enough!let focus on this current semester babeh!
erm lagi lagi,
I FEEL LIKE KILLING MARK ZUCKERBERG!my facebook is being changed to timeline, grrr!
no more privacy :S
ehem ehem, just now I stalked his timeline, yes, dia punya lagi dah lama tukar dari i punya,
feeling sad of no reason :S
pelik~
dah laa,
when I think about the FT programme, I need to consider many things,
first and for most, I have to stand on my own, he's no longer there to support me :') mampukah aku?hurmm,, susah nak lupakan orang yang telah banyak mengubah kita kann?
read at your own risk ;)
Monday 27 August 2012
Sunday 26 August 2012
FT again~
assalamualaikum everyone :)
it has been so long since my last update, heheh..
keep myself busy doing nothing, erk,, okay abaikan :P
erm erm, the application form to do fast-track has come out,
I just dont know whether to fill it or neglect the opportunity, hurmm..
Oo Allah, please show me the right thing to do :')
doing diploma which takes 3 years to graduate is making me crazier day by day, ad, I'm not though enough to confront all the problem :'(
last weekend I went back to kl, meeting elevators, eza and ion, gossiping all day long!
I just miss all the educated person in langkawi so badly :(
mingle with those who think education is the most important tools to control the world, having a clear vision of what to achieve in life! haihh,,
I miss langkawi for the people who are willing to help each other, succeed toghether,
I still remember the quotation given by cikgu apandi, "be the best, lead the rest :')"which suppose we beat the rest right? see? how we really help each other to achieve victory :') and the tradition didnt being applied here, even though we're still in the same organisation-MARA.
okay, enough about comparing , well, life is all about comparing right? =_="
back to fast-track,
what makes my heart ponder this matters is,
first- the jealousy that grew bigger day by day seeing major of my friend are waiting for degree's intake
second- sick of living here, with the people yang K!
third- CANT JUST LET HIM GO ABROAD WHILE ME???!please do understand me! :'( okay, this feeling is killing me !I really need to make myself there! and the fastest way is to take fast-track. I'm not going to let you win so easily my dear!our bet is still on :P huhu,,
forth- I have to show a good example to my sistah, doing diploma has given a huge humiliation towards my parent actually, so I have to fix it back :'( hurmm..
buttt, the question is, do I able to do fast-track? do my brain is well-prepared to curb with the degree's burden? what if bla bla what if bla bla... haihh..
but, basically, I believe in myself, if I want it, I'll try my best to get it. so, what to worry then? erm erm, jadi bagaimanakah???
should I or shouldn't I?
it has been so long since my last update, heheh..
keep myself busy doing nothing, erk,, okay abaikan :P
erm erm, the application form to do fast-track has come out,
I just dont know whether to fill it or neglect the opportunity, hurmm..
Oo Allah, please show me the right thing to do :')
doing diploma which takes 3 years to graduate is making me crazier day by day, ad, I'm not though enough to confront all the problem :'(
last weekend I went back to kl, meeting elevators, eza and ion, gossiping all day long!
I just miss all the educated person in langkawi so badly :(
mingle with those who think education is the most important tools to control the world, having a clear vision of what to achieve in life! haihh,,
I miss langkawi for the people who are willing to help each other, succeed toghether,
I still remember the quotation given by cikgu apandi, "be the best, lead the rest :')"which suppose we beat the rest right? see? how we really help each other to achieve victory :') and the tradition didnt being applied here, even though we're still in the same organisation-MARA.
okay, enough about comparing , well, life is all about comparing right? =_="
back to fast-track,
what makes my heart ponder this matters is,
first- the jealousy that grew bigger day by day seeing major of my friend are waiting for degree's intake
second- sick of living here, with the people yang K!
third- CANT JUST LET HIM GO ABROAD WHILE ME???!please do understand me! :'( okay, this feeling is killing me !I really need to make myself there! and the fastest way is to take fast-track. I'm not going to let you win so easily my dear!our bet is still on :P huhu,,
forth- I have to show a good example to my sistah, doing diploma has given a huge humiliation towards my parent actually, so I have to fix it back :'( hurmm..
buttt, the question is, do I able to do fast-track? do my brain is well-prepared to curb with the degree's burden? what if bla bla what if bla bla... haihh..
but, basically, I believe in myself, if I want it, I'll try my best to get it. so, what to worry then? erm erm, jadi bagaimanakah???
should I or shouldn't I?
Thursday 23 August 2012
penerapan atau kekerepotan?
assalamualaikum everyone :)
today is 2nd Syawal :)
have a blast syawal with your family ! heheh,,
erm erm, another conflict strikes my mind right now
yeah, THE ROAD NOT TAKEN, I dont know why suddenly my finger dance on the keyboard, searching for that picture.
hurmmm, did I ever told you about fact-track/program penerapan diploma?
pernah tak dengar pelajar sem3 ada pilihan untuk meneruskan kekerepotan menamatkan diploma OR ambil program penerapan ke degree nie?
okay, this is the first hand info that I got from my PA,,
she said,
DIA student have 2 choices in their study plan, which are, as I've mentioned, meneruskan kekerepotan selama 3 tahun menghitung hari untuk menamatkan program diploma atau mengambil trek pantas yang mana anda berpeluang untuk masuk ke degree setelah tamat semester ke-3 with flying colours of course, okay, as the miss maths geek, I would like to explain the path in calculation base.
ehem ehem,, the following will be the normal track
it will take 6 semesters to grad which means, you get the dip cert. = 6 sem
then, continue your degree starting from 4th semester until 8th sem = 5 sem
hence, total would be 11 sem until you finish your degree
PROOOSS
1) more relax, which also means, you dont have to struggle alot as you have 6 sem to cover the cgpa. 1 sem kantoi tidak sama sekali effect your cgpa if you sturggle in the next sem onward
2) you will get the dip cert. which entitle you to start working by having that cert. matrix and foundation leaver just have their spm cert to impress the employer, but you have the dip cert which lagi tinggi kelayakan dari spm leaver
3) if you are interested to pursue abroad(continue your degree overseas)better to finish the dip program taking normal track. sebab, degree in overseas is slightly shorter than the one in malaysia. so buat ape na buat degree di malaysia kann?<-- semangat patriotik kurang budak nie -_-
CONTRASSSS
1) kerepot cepat. which, all your friends yang sebaya dengan you akan grad with their degree, while you just start the degree program. all your friend gonna start working, while you just finish the degree
2) miggle with the same environment for 3 years. x bosan ke? fine if you're busybody typed of person. so you would have something to do in between.
3) this is the most frighten me, since I study in jengka, the prospect that I will continue my degree in Machang teramat lah tinggi rate nya. since the qualification to get into sha alam is, I need to get atleast 3.8! I got 1 seniorita who's got DL in all sem just enroll her in uitm machang. menakutkan kann??it's not the matter of that place. cuma, distance and time consume untuk pulang ke tanah air since living in jengka pown took 3 hours to go back to kl, apatah lagi jika dari machang. and, this is what my loveis said, "u mmg na travel around semenanjung ke?first, mrsm langkawi, KEDAH, then, plkn sungkai, PERAK, next, uitm jengka, PAHANG, lepasnie, machang KELANTAN pulak?south peninsular bila pulak?" dush~only now I realize! kann???
4) if you got dip cert pown, ada employer na pandang lagi ke?sebab dah berlambak bachelor holders.
5) you're not going to end your studies till dip je kann?mesti la till the highest~
next will be the penerapan program
you will end your diploma program until the 3rd sem = 3 sem
next, cont your degree starting 2nd sem till 8th sem = 7 sem
then grad within 10 sem all together. jimat 1 sem kan dari normal track?
PROOOOSSS
1) akan sama grad with all your buddies from matrix and foundation since penerapan intake is on march, during that time they are all in 2nd sem. nahh!xde beza pun kan ngan yr buddies from mtrx and foundation?
2) prospect to get uitm sha alam tu still ambigous. tp rase nya yes
3) I always dreaming to live in rumah sewa with friends. so, bila dah degree, my parent would have allowed me to do so kan?dah besar okay?! :P
4) grad awal, kerja awal, kawin awal,erk~ heheh,,
5) I can have some new environment. fresh air. to start the new battle towards victory!
CONTRAASSS
1) I was like memperjudikan nasib diri sendiri to get myself to sha alam
2) what if I kantoi degree, I can never turning back to dip tauu!nanty ape pun x dapat, yang dikejar dapat, yang dikendong mati kelaparan
erkk, mcm ad something wrong je kat idiom tu~
ehem ehem,
so, below are sort of conversation btwn me and someone encouraging, heheh, lebih kurang begitulah pertelingkahan nya,,
A is me while F is him
*erk,, dont know where to start, start je la memane part ehh?
F: u na amek fast track because of you think of others or you yourself yang na buat ft?
A: okay, if u tanye i skarang, memang hati i na amek ft sbb environment yg force me to do so. I just dont know. my friends are going to degree this sept, some of them dah fly dah pun. it's making me jelez tau takk?I tak na kerepot sensorang kat jengka tu huh.
F: huh?kerepot?hahah! *okay fine sila gelak, since you didnt go through with it kann :P
A: okay look, kerepot as in melakukan proses penuaan di jengka waiting for dip cert. and enough with that laugh!
F: okay, since your hati kata na buat ft, lets make it this way,I akan give some courage for you untuk buat ft. but you kena condemn ape i ckp as in you totally disagree untuk buat ft (okay, we used to have some debate in making the best deci)
A: okay, lets start. amek degree kan nnty kalau kantoi dah x boley repeat dip. so buat ape na buat ft. better relax2 je kat jengka tu
F: hurmm, this is no longer cik ct that i used to know, sejak bila u jadi jenis yang bersenang lenang, relax2 nie?ingat, u na belajar till the highest level kann? sekarang nie, masalah masa. umur semakin meningkat, ada banyak lagi benda kat dunia nie yg u kena explore. kalau u keep on ber relax2,sampai bila u na explore the other things?
A: alahai, masa kalau buat ft pown cuma jimat 1 sem, berbaloi ape, 1 sem lambat untuk dapat 2 cert, dip and degree. compared to ft, cume cepat 1 sem, tp dpt degree je( yeah, ade point da di situ!)
F: okay, look, dip graduates skarang nie da berlambak, pluss,nowadays, is there any employer yg look for dip grad ? no right? kalau ada pun, mungkin dye x cukup budget to hire bachelor holder and you pon ckp most of your friend went to matrix and foundation programme, they have nothing but spm cert jugak kalau mereka kantoi degree. yet, are they willingly na kantoikan diri?of course not kann?same goes to you, are you lost your mind untuk main2 lagi bila you already know yang you only have spm cert if you fail degree?sanggup?samala macam sajak the road not taken yang bila he said "i took the one less travelled by" he know the risk, but still amek risk tu.
A: fine fine,,tapi, i really want to pursue my degree in oversea!kalau tak bila lagi na ade peluang right? master kat oversea? alamatnya, bila na start keja asyik belajar je?bila na kaya?pastu bila na kawin?(erk, once more word kawin bertandang)
F: so you're telling me you will stop till degree je laa?
A: of course not!tapii, ye la kan, I masih terngiang2 my friend in mrsm said, "aku na bini aku mesti lagi b**** dari aku" so, Iwas just planning to continue my master after married. nanty xde sape na kawin ngan i!
F: huh?master lepas kawin?come on!where the ulu u come from nie?susa tau blajar semula after kawin. you got a huge obligation on your shoulder. masa tu dah x fikir na sambung belajar lagi dah
A: ehh, tp aunty i na sambung master da eh,da kawin da pun!
F: memang la, tp anak dye da brape skarang?bape lame dye da stop blajar sbelum dye na sambung balek nie? umur dye da brape da skarang?
A: erkkk~(okay stuck~)
the rest let it be a secret ;) heheh,
so, can u see it clearly now? then I realize, betul jugak tu :) ramai yang go for matrix and asasi, they have nothing but spm and degree je, plus, dip grads da berlambak kan? owh myy,, there are alot of other thing despite of perasaan jeles and stress duduk di jengka that I can look for kann?narrow minded btol!luckily i hv you!hahah, thanx btw :P
ehem ehem, so, till then :)
today is 2nd Syawal :)
have a blast syawal with your family ! heheh,,
erm erm, another conflict strikes my mind right now
hurmmm, did I ever told you about fact-track/program penerapan diploma?
pernah tak dengar pelajar sem3 ada pilihan untuk meneruskan kekerepotan menamatkan diploma OR ambil program penerapan ke degree nie?
okay, this is the first hand info that I got from my PA,,
she said,
DIA student have 2 choices in their study plan, which are, as I've mentioned, meneruskan kekerepotan selama 3 tahun menghitung hari untuk menamatkan program diploma atau mengambil trek pantas yang mana anda berpeluang untuk masuk ke degree setelah tamat semester ke-3 with flying colours of course, okay, as the miss maths geek, I would like to explain the path in calculation base.
ehem ehem,, the following will be the normal track
it will take 6 semesters to grad which means, you get the dip cert. = 6 sem
then, continue your degree starting from 4th semester until 8th sem = 5 sem
hence, total would be 11 sem until you finish your degree
PROOOSS
1) more relax, which also means, you dont have to struggle alot as you have 6 sem to cover the cgpa. 1 sem kantoi tidak sama sekali effect your cgpa if you sturggle in the next sem onward
2) you will get the dip cert. which entitle you to start working by having that cert. matrix and foundation leaver just have their spm cert to impress the employer, but you have the dip cert which lagi tinggi kelayakan dari spm leaver
3) if you are interested to pursue abroad(continue your degree overseas)better to finish the dip program taking normal track. sebab, degree in overseas is slightly shorter than the one in malaysia. so buat ape na buat degree di malaysia kann?<-- semangat patriotik kurang budak nie -_-
CONTRASSSS
1) kerepot cepat. which, all your friends yang sebaya dengan you akan grad with their degree, while you just start the degree program. all your friend gonna start working, while you just finish the degree
2) miggle with the same environment for 3 years. x bosan ke? fine if you're busybody typed of person. so you would have something to do in between.
3) this is the most frighten me, since I study in jengka, the prospect that I will continue my degree in Machang teramat lah tinggi rate nya. since the qualification to get into sha alam is, I need to get atleast 3.8! I got 1 seniorita who's got DL in all sem just enroll her in uitm machang. menakutkan kann??it's not the matter of that place. cuma, distance and time consume untuk pulang ke tanah air since living in jengka pown took 3 hours to go back to kl, apatah lagi jika dari machang. and, this is what my loveis said, "u mmg na travel around semenanjung ke?first, mrsm langkawi, KEDAH, then, plkn sungkai, PERAK, next, uitm jengka, PAHANG, lepasnie, machang KELANTAN pulak?south peninsular bila pulak?" dush~only now I realize! kann???
4) if you got dip cert pown, ada employer na pandang lagi ke?sebab dah berlambak bachelor holders.
5) you're not going to end your studies till dip je kann?mesti la till the highest~
next will be the penerapan program
you will end your diploma program until the 3rd sem = 3 sem
next, cont your degree starting 2nd sem till 8th sem = 7 sem
then grad within 10 sem all together. jimat 1 sem kan dari normal track?
PROOOOSSS
1) akan sama grad with all your buddies from matrix and foundation since penerapan intake is on march, during that time they are all in 2nd sem. nahh!xde beza pun kan ngan yr buddies from mtrx and foundation?
2) prospect to get uitm sha alam tu still ambigous. tp rase nya yes
3) I always dreaming to live in rumah sewa with friends. so, bila dah degree, my parent would have allowed me to do so kan?dah besar okay?! :P
4) grad awal, kerja awal, kawin awal,erk~ heheh,,
5) I can have some new environment. fresh air. to start the new battle towards victory!
CONTRAASSS
1) I was like memperjudikan nasib diri sendiri to get myself to sha alam
2) what if I kantoi degree, I can never turning back to dip tauu!nanty ape pun x dapat, yang dikejar dapat, yang dikendong mati kelaparan
erkk, mcm ad something wrong je kat idiom tu~
ehem ehem,
so, below are sort of conversation btwn me and someone encouraging, heheh, lebih kurang begitulah pertelingkahan nya,,
A is me while F is him
*erk,, dont know where to start, start je la memane part ehh?
F: u na amek fast track because of you think of others or you yourself yang na buat ft?
A: okay, if u tanye i skarang, memang hati i na amek ft sbb environment yg force me to do so. I just dont know. my friends are going to degree this sept, some of them dah fly dah pun. it's making me jelez tau takk?I tak na kerepot sensorang kat jengka tu huh.
F: huh?kerepot?hahah! *okay fine sila gelak, since you didnt go through with it kann :P
A: okay look, kerepot as in melakukan proses penuaan di jengka waiting for dip cert. and enough with that laugh!
F: okay, since your hati kata na buat ft, lets make it this way,I akan give some courage for you untuk buat ft. but you kena condemn ape i ckp as in you totally disagree untuk buat ft (okay, we used to have some debate in making the best deci)
A: okay, lets start. amek degree kan nnty kalau kantoi dah x boley repeat dip. so buat ape na buat ft. better relax2 je kat jengka tu
F: hurmm, this is no longer cik ct that i used to know, sejak bila u jadi jenis yang bersenang lenang, relax2 nie?ingat, u na belajar till the highest level kann? sekarang nie, masalah masa. umur semakin meningkat, ada banyak lagi benda kat dunia nie yg u kena explore. kalau u keep on ber relax2,sampai bila u na explore the other things?
A: alahai, masa kalau buat ft pown cuma jimat 1 sem, berbaloi ape, 1 sem lambat untuk dapat 2 cert, dip and degree. compared to ft, cume cepat 1 sem, tp dpt degree je( yeah, ade point da di situ!)
F: okay, look, dip graduates skarang nie da berlambak, pluss,nowadays, is there any employer yg look for dip grad ? no right? kalau ada pun, mungkin dye x cukup budget to hire bachelor holder and you pon ckp most of your friend went to matrix and foundation programme, they have nothing but spm cert jugak kalau mereka kantoi degree. yet, are they willingly na kantoikan diri?of course not kann?same goes to you, are you lost your mind untuk main2 lagi bila you already know yang you only have spm cert if you fail degree?sanggup?samala macam sajak the road not taken yang bila he said "i took the one less travelled by" he know the risk, but still amek risk tu.
A: fine fine,,tapi, i really want to pursue my degree in oversea!kalau tak bila lagi na ade peluang right? master kat oversea? alamatnya, bila na start keja asyik belajar je?bila na kaya?pastu bila na kawin?(erk, once more word kawin bertandang)
F: so you're telling me you will stop till degree je laa?
A: of course not!tapii, ye la kan, I masih terngiang2 my friend in mrsm said, "aku na bini aku mesti lagi b**** dari aku" so, Iwas just planning to continue my master after married. nanty xde sape na kawin ngan i!
F: huh?master lepas kawin?come on!where the ulu u come from nie?susa tau blajar semula after kawin. you got a huge obligation on your shoulder. masa tu dah x fikir na sambung belajar lagi dah
A: ehh, tp aunty i na sambung master da eh,da kawin da pun!
F: memang la, tp anak dye da brape skarang?bape lame dye da stop blajar sbelum dye na sambung balek nie? umur dye da brape da skarang?
A: erkkk~(okay stuck~)
the rest let it be a secret ;) heheh,
so, can u see it clearly now? then I realize, betul jugak tu :) ramai yang go for matrix and asasi, they have nothing but spm and degree je, plus, dip grads da berlambak kan? owh myy,, there are alot of other thing despite of perasaan jeles and stress duduk di jengka that I can look for kann?narrow minded btol!luckily i hv you!hahah, thanx btw :P
ehem ehem, so, till then :)
Sunday 19 August 2012
RAYAAA
assalamualaikum everyone :)
first of all, I would like to greet,
Happy Eid to all readers :)
I hope that this Syawal will not become the end point of you guys to do any good deed.
remember! ISTIQAMAH~
erm erm, ramadhan has gone :'(
the month which all your good deed will be rewarded double or perhaps more
shame on me since I cant finish reciting the holy Quran :'(
I do hope if we can get more days for ramadhan, but, lets think for awhile,
~if Allah set ramadhan for a year pun, kalau kita procrastinate doing good deed, still ramadhan would be not enough kann? hurmm...
tapiiii!Alhamdullilah :D I manage to go for terawikh without miss any night!(excluding the ABC one laa..)there are approximately 4 days which I solat terawikh in my room because of certain event that I cant avoid. but still, full terawikh this year. Alhamdullilah!!
erm erm, what more? this raya arent so special since my sisters is going to sit their biggg exam after raya. syada SPM, sara UPSR~ rayo kek KL jo la nampak eh,,heheh..
to all sedara mara di nogori, just hold your duit raya until next raya, rayo taun dopan eden balek den kolek sumo eh. kiro double la yeo den dapek taun dopan!hahah,,
next thing, my aim for this raya will be no more duit raya, but fooodddd!heheh,
yeah yeah, only now I'm able to accept the faith that no duit raya for orang tua like me :S but hey!still boleh makan kann?!heheh, datang rumah orang, terjah meja makan~
next thing, I dont know why I do such a feminine thiggy lately, in fact now, I ws just finish searching the pashmina tutorial in youtube!ahah!gila, tak pernah dibuat sepanjang hidup~
erm erm, it almost 1am now, so, till then~
first of all, I would like to greet,
Happy Eid to all readers :)
I hope that this Syawal will not become the end point of you guys to do any good deed.
remember! ISTIQAMAH~
erm erm, ramadhan has gone :'(
the month which all your good deed will be rewarded double or perhaps more
shame on me since I cant finish reciting the holy Quran :'(
I do hope if we can get more days for ramadhan, but, lets think for awhile,
~if Allah set ramadhan for a year pun, kalau kita procrastinate doing good deed, still ramadhan would be not enough kann? hurmm...
tapiiii!Alhamdullilah :D I manage to go for terawikh without miss any night!(excluding the ABC one laa..)there are approximately 4 days which I solat terawikh in my room because of certain event that I cant avoid. but still, full terawikh this year. Alhamdullilah!!
erm erm, what more? this raya arent so special since my sisters is going to sit their biggg exam after raya. syada SPM, sara UPSR~ rayo kek KL jo la nampak eh,,heheh..
to all sedara mara di nogori, just hold your duit raya until next raya, rayo taun dopan eden balek den kolek sumo eh. kiro double la yeo den dapek taun dopan!hahah,,
next thing, my aim for this raya will be no more duit raya, but fooodddd!heheh,
yeah yeah, only now I'm able to accept the faith that no duit raya for orang tua like me :S but hey!still boleh makan kann?!heheh, datang rumah orang, terjah meja makan~
next thing, I dont know why I do such a feminine thiggy lately, in fact now, I ws just finish searching the pashmina tutorial in youtube!ahah!gila, tak pernah dibuat sepanjang hidup~
erm erm, it almost 1am now, so, till then~
Friday 3 August 2012
hatred
#if you find it hard to read, then, proceed to other gossip, x berbaloi pown baca entry ni, sekadar luahan rasa 13 Ramadhan..thank you :)
assalamualaikum everyone :)
I just came cross this blog to update some unimportant thing if you like to read to
I'm not in a good mood right now :(
okay, first, there are some things that irritates me alot.. I mean like, I still can think positive of any stup thing that hits me sometimes, I tried to think the positive side of it. and, if and only if the shit is too sucks, than, I would rather seek for Allah's help. I never judge people easily. yes. I'm totally changed. stay positive has help me alot in facing any problem. TAPI, for how long? yes, I do admit it, I cant force people to be like what I want them to be, tapii, I just didnt see any bad thing of what I expect from them. everything I said is for their own good, not for me. or, are they dont have the same thinking level as me? Ya Allah, please strenghten my inner so that I could face Your task successfully :'( okay, look, I hate two types of people, 1st: not punctual. perhaps, I been rise in a family yang sangat mementingkan masa. my mom always always remind me, "ingat, dont follow your time, consider others time too" so, I've been thought to really appreciate time. you wont get extra time if u miss any of it. there is no such doremon time machine in this world. I still can negotiate with people yang tak bayar hutang or bilik bersepah. seriously I dont mind. tapi., when it comes to time management, I x sabar lagi dahh. because I wont get back the time I that I wasted for you! even my watch been set to 20 min earlier that the actual time. TWENTY MINUTES paham takk?! I dont like people yang buat kerja macam na mati. siput pown menang kalau lumba dengan orang yang macam ni kowt!I keep on bersabar from express this feeling here cause still, I need to give her chance to change. but, just now, you know what, I breakfast at the center of padang ragbi. heading to uwais by using the shortcut which is crossing padang ragbi!seriously, I feel like crying masa tu! never breakfast in that way. sejahil2 kawan that I ever met pown tahu kewajiban berbuka ikut masa, seriously, I sedih, I feel sympathy for her for not knowing that simple thing in Islam. may Allah have mercy towards them :'( secondly, I hate assumption. never ever assume people to know any info without you yourself tell them. nanti mula lah, "owh, ingat kan kau dah tau" "aku ingat dia dah bagi tahu kat dia" in the end, nobody knew the information kan? and, due to this principle, I always remind my friend of things they have known thousand times. biar lantakla telinga mereka na bernanah dengar the same information pown, I dont care. erm, last attitude that I found in myself is, I can hardly trust people, so, to those my secret holder, you've gain an ultimate trust from me. keep it safely or otherwise, the gossip you know would be the last gossip of mine for you :P
Wednesday 1 August 2012
women and apple
erk~ have you ever heard bout this quote?
girls are like apple bla bla bla, guys are afraid of climbing the top one cuz bla bla,
haishh,,the conclusion is, women have pride that needs to be secured, dont easily fall for uncertain men, but, try to read this and the comments too,
seems like so true right?
I'm attracted to this particullar comment that said more or less like this,
kalau dah perempuan tu garang sangat, na bajet mahal, duduk on very top of the tree sampai x pandang laki2 yg try to get them, sampai kena baling batu, jolok pakai galah baru na turun, susah jugak~
ehem ehem,,ehemm!batuk lagi, ehemmm ehemm!
sigh~
sigh lagi~
masih pana~
owh!sampai bila x continue camnie,
bismillahirahmanirahimm, ehem ehem,
okay, in my opinion, okay, mine, not yours,,
jap jap, need to gether all strength jap..
cane na start entah, ehemm, okay,,
I may be one of the apple that bajet on top, it's not because of me not looking at any guys or perhaps lesbian,
astaghfirullah nauzubillah!
and it's not that I didnt give any chance for any guys that comes near me.
it's just that, I feel like women dont have to fall easily on men bacause we have our pride, batas2 on pergaulan that limit our relation to guys as His servant.
eh, ingat I tak pernah terfikir ke, what if I blajar tinggi2, then kawin dengan laki yang bit lower edu than me, what if I pijak2 kepala dia?what if I becoming queen control?I tak na okay!
so, does it has to be the obstacle for me to study till the highest?
so, guys, we, women are looking for an outstanding guys that are brave and tough enough to get us which are on top, that is one of the way we can see that the prince whose climbing are really the one for us as he really sabar, and tahan dengan our kerenah. bukan untuk jual mahal~ if you're not even strong enough to stay still with us while not yet married, how bout our life after married then?
I've once heard bout this qoute,
"senang dapat senang tinggal"
see? is that wrong for us to be worth climbing for?eheheh :P
ehem, sambung lagi~
this is my point of view tauu,,
it's not that I dont fall easily on men, cuma, I dont like to see any women that being step by men, like hello! ingat perempuan nie ape?senang2 pijak?
seriously, I tak suka, I tak suka tengok perempuan tu lemah,
I benci tengok perempuan yang cakap lemah lembut dengan lelaki, please dont show our weaknesses on front of guys dear,,
kita kuat !
even in marrying case, I prefer that guy to aproach my abah rather than propose me in public or what-so-ever sweet thiggy you might think of, sebab, I memang tak layan laki2 biasa yang x berani nie,
but! he must have all these ciri2 of my future hubby,
1.beriman
2.pandai
3.penyayang and sabar
sebab,
1. I jahil, I need somebody to guide me to jannah
2. I'm typed of women whose having vision, I want to learn till the highest. for me, education is the worth asset ones can have. even if you are rich, still, if you dont have knowledge, all your properties would be banished kan?so, my future hubby wajib lagi pandai dari I, sebab I will never satisfy with my education level.plus, if you're more intelligent than me, then, problem like queen control wouldnt arise too kan? :P
3. I'm unbeatable ego, I just dont know, seriously, I'm typed of women yang keras kepala. I want people to always always listen to me as if I'm the one whose always right. no doubt in that, I admit it :P people who wish to confront me wajib prepare his/her hujah with fakta very well, or else, he/she will be the dead meat. so, my future hubby wajib seorang yang sabar and bijak to tackle the situation. see?there's the need of second ciri..
so, frankly speaking, girls who are single are usually the outstanding one, they know what good and bad for themselves, they dont fall easily for men not because they are x laku, tapi sebab they not yet found the suitable guy for herself. tpi, doesnt mean that she is being too choosy, she just need a secure future with her hubby. because our aim is only one, that is JANNAH :')
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