antara cita2 dan cinta

okay, ths is so not me!
but I just know why this happening to me!
I just dnt know :'(
I shouldn't be sad on things like that!
cik ct, keeps strong!
whether u realize it or not, this is how Allah show you the way to forget him,
u hv yr own cita2,seems like yr cinta will be the bigg obstacle for u to achieve yr cita2,
so Allah planned this for you, move on :) kumbang bukan seekor(wlpn bunga pown bukan sekuntum)
CIMA dekat UK, yes, I keep thinking of going to US or Aussie, but then, CIMA is in UK, I got nothing to do with Aussie, it's just that my heart wanna go there since he's there, tapii, seems like, I have to make my own step,it is now whether US or UK and, the option is no more Aussie, I'll just follow the route given. the aim is only one, CIMA, no more him :') I know, it will take such a long period to fully forget him, but, I'll try :')

here is my last word for you,
thanks for brightening my life ever since I know you
thanks for opening my mind that education is worth than other
thanks for giving some spirit to stand still whenever I feel down
thanks for every memory you gave
thank you for everything :')
and, I'm so sorry for anything that happen in between :) I've never planned for this to happen that I must let you go, or is it I've found someone else? ehem ehem, nobody actually :) it's just too hard for me to find someone like you :'( but, nevermind :) good luck for the rest of yr life :)
-sincerely me :)

it's ramadhan!

assalamualaikum everyone :)
ramadhan is coming, so what are your preparation?
dates, new qoran, new telekung, tasbih?
great, atleast you have some preparation to deal with :)
well well, the most important thing is, NIAT
niat puasa for sure you kena buat, tp,
niat here means, you yourself punya niat
like, puasa penuh, na derma seringgit sehari mungkin?
well, me too have my own niat,
1st-khatam quran atleast once!
2nd-never miss tarawikh
3rd- this might sound ridiculous but, I feel like want to sedekah some food at uwais for break-fast, but how?erm, we'll think bout that later ;)
4th- minimize the usage of mouth, less speak more action :) heheh,,
so, happy ramadhan !