meat and adha

bismillahirahmanirahimm and assalamualaikum :)

selamat hari raya aidil-adha :)
I can see there are couples of plastic bag containing fresh-meat in the refrigerator
and, I somehow trying to google some recipe on meat~
still have macaroni in the cabinet, but no cheese left in the fridge, so, no baked macaroni cheese, fried macaroni will do, add some chop-meat perhaps :) spaghetti meatball pown boleh since there is a lil bit spaghetti left in the cabinet too.
owh!it has been too long since I baked blueberry cheese cake. teringin la pulak~
got to go to giant and buy the ingredient :D

owh yeah, I love to cook food that I like to eat! because I find it expensive to buy it at restaurant, yet, it wont cost you much for the ingredient! in fact you will get triple of the same dish with same price when you cook it by yourself ;P cooking is awesome!

one more thing, erm, we went back to hometown during first and second raya. and I got to learn the salasilah keluarga la pulak kan~ there are alot that I cant even remember what's their connection between another -______-" uwan alang and uwan ateh sisters of my grandpa. tok anjang and tok acu brothers of my grandma. uwan kat sawah and, atok haris has conection with grandma, sedara dua tiga pupu entah la~ uwan ngah sape pulak? but still, the best thing to go back to kuala pilah is, I can somehow say the whole villagers has connection with us, sedara jauh, dekat..that;s just my mum's side~ abah's from sri menanti, but the only relatives I can recognise is, cik jamaluddin and cik apetah nama dia~ (owh yeah, I dont know what are their connection with me, but whenever we come back to sri menanti, abah will visit them. and, I dont call them cik la kan, atok will be better, but since I dont really close to abah's family,so I would rather sit back and shut up. jadi budak baik. the situation are differ when we're at rumah uwan alang. feel free to even cook at their kitchen! but still, kampung abah has it own specialty, ada pokok manggis and TAPAI!hahah, I love tapai so much! heheh,,sodap ;)

till then~

MUET speaking test

assalamualaikum and bismillahirahmanirahimm

hey guys, I would like to share some experiance taking malaysian university english test, MUET for short.
I believe some of people out there are still searching for the information regarding the test, how it gonna be, what to do, is there any preparation before entering the examination room.
so, here we go.

first thing first, you gotto check the schedule, when is the important date that you need to take note, like, when to register, when to buy the pin number and so on.
so, first thing first, you have to buy the pin number at any BSN counter or straightly go to any BSN atm to buy the pin number, this is what I done. owh, btw, that will cost you rm100 + rm 1 for service charge.
then, log on to majlis peperiksaan malaysia(MPM) to register. but, please confirm the date first, or else, you might register in wrong session. you can choose the venue or test center, some say better to choose somewhere pedalaman, in hope, your groupmate will somehow like, not fluently speaking. so, the choice is in your hand. I choose UiTM jengka, since that wont cause any trouble if the date for speaking clash with my final exam's date. owh, yeah, you cant choose the date for speaking, but still, you can ask to change the date with appropriate reasons.

as far as I know, there will be 2 session for each day. 7.30am and 11am. please come early so that you cn calm yourself, meeting your groupmate, say hi and all that.so, mine was 2nd session which is at 11am. they will gather all candidates in a room, so-called-bilik kuarantin at 11am. you have to sign 3copies of slip as a prove of attandence. upper 4 names will be in one group, then, followed by next 4 names. if one of the member didnt show up during the day, then, your group will be in 3 persons. like my group~ then, the examiner will tell you about the rules and regulations, take all your gadgets~ phones, tab, notes, mp4, camera and, finally, open the question booklet. the question for speaking test will be the same for every group in one session. but, still, no soalan bocor since all your devices to connect with the previous group have been taken by the invilligator. it only being return to you after you have finished the test :)

then, they will call up the group to the next room, where you gonna sit for the test, the arrangement will be this way,,

owh, yeah, no free sitting! listen to the examiner where is your place. then, read the question paper. depan belakang okay! task A is on the front page, while task B will be at the back.
the examiner is not going to be too cruel, so, you can ask any question that you dont understand. tapi biasalah, melayu kan pemalu, afraid of being labeled as noob by asking silly question perhaps. then, you will be given 2 minutes to prepare your point, eh, elaboration to your point since the point have been given. make it in point form, to avoid from reading the text while speaking. ( it wont call speaking test if you read the text right?reading test ke hape?) then, the bell ring, candidate A will starts first, after 2 minutes, followed by candidate B and so on. you can stop early(not completing the 2 minutes given) but, you cannot exceed the time given. then, you will be given another two minutes to prepare for the discussion part. once the bell ring, you may start the discussion. anyone can start first :) AVOID from conquer the discussion. give others chance to speak too, it wont give you extra mark pun kalau mendominasi :) and, from my experiance, no need to use all the 'skema' word, like, 'I can see your point, but.." "I'm sorry to interrupt, but.." erk~sangat x natural, that's obviously will not happen while you discuss with someone in real life right? but still you can use that words if you're lack of ideas to speak, and wanna waste some times saying those weirdo word~heheh,,
the discussion part will end in 10 minutes. then, you may get lost from the freakin room ! done with 1 task :) then, wait for the written test pulakk :)

bless~

assalamualaikum and bimillahirahmanirahim :)

nothing as important as bless from your parent, especially your mother :'(
okay, the truth is, I planned to go to celcom center today to terminate my broadband line, since I'm not going to use my broadband during semester break. rugi lahh bayar tapi tak digunakan kann?
urgh~ but, I cancelled the plan and just go to klcc for a walk, window-shopping~
sara and I walked at every floor and, stop by at secret recipe's  for brunch, mcvalue lunch, kfc for hi-tea and, lastly, big apples for 2nd round hi-tea. yes!memang hari untuk makan sahaja di klcc.
but then, while we were in cold storage, I saw a job vacancy for staff, cashier and what more, i dont remember~ and, I was attracted to cashier actually, I went through a walk-in interview, finally manage to get the job, but she want me to start working by tommorrow, raya haji too. working hour starts on 9, mean, I dont have much time to sembahyang raya. sangat x mengikut tradisi. mean, balaa akan datang, owh, yea, I hate changes! feels confort to live in the usual way, so, not going to sembahyang raya is tidak mengikut kebiasaan. I hate that, I hate that~ still in doubtful whether to go or not. made suprise by telling mak I got a job, starting tommorrow at 9. mak speechless, kata tak na keja, how about driving class? mengada! abah came back from work, mak tells abah, abah cakap "kenapa tiba-tiba ni kaklong? kata hari tu tak na keja. kan abah dah suruh duduk rumah je, ajar adik-adik kau tu, maths BI semua tu. sebulan je cuti, 9hb nanti na mintak cuti pulak lagi kalau keja. kelam kabut la jadinya, lain la kalau cuti lama, ni awal december dah masok blaja balek"
okay, from my point of view, abah dont want me to work because he want me to focus on study. teach my siblings too. so that all his daughters will succeed together :') and let the burden on his shoulder though. okay abah, wont disappoint you. just now, I talk to my mom, and she said "suka hati lah kaklong, kau dah besar, pandai buat keputusan sendiri" and, I cant bare to keep the tears staystill. sayu sangat hati. mak, I wont make any decision on my own, because I need your opinion, your bless,,mak always right! I was wrong, I always wrong! I only have faith in myself when mak trust on me. I just can do nothing without asking mak on what's good and what;s bad. even for a shirt! and, somehow, I;m willing to lose everything but not my parent! ya Allah, kau panjangkanlah umur mak abah sampai bila-bila. because I just cant live without them :'(

IF by Rudyard Kipling

assalamualaikum and bismillahirahmanirahimm :)

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,

But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
' Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!

 

 

interesting right? so meaningful and easy to understand ;) couraging and superb masterpieces. I wish I can take account to those word as guaidance to succeed in everything I do :)

the babbling

assalamualaikum and bismillahirahmanirahimm

erm, what to babbling?
mak abah keep on asking about the fast-track,
I can clearly see that they really2 want me to pursue it
but, what I afraid is, this 3rd semester result.
it is just unpredictable, like seriously!
can I?will I?haish, O Allah, please dont disappoint them :')
am I too ambitious?hurmm..

fast-track in my point of view

assalamualaikum and bismillahirohmanirahim~

erm, since this 3rd sem had gave me so much trouble,
dealing with the personals, studies, friends, him tak guna punya jantan, ehh~
I think it would be more or less similar to burden that a degree student face.
so, if, I have successfully pass the battles,
then only I can proceed with the plan.
otherwise, kerepot in jengka la gamak nyaa :/

so, the benchmark or how to evaluate the performance is by getting a result with flying colours. sebab, abah keeps on repeating,"diploma cert is no longer valuabe these days"

and, I somehow feel like, what choice do I have anyway?
once you enter the account world, there will be no point of return.
I've let go my science world eventhough I still believe I can pursue engeneering. my physics isnt that bad. plus, with strong basic addmaths. I believe I can bear with it. but, Allah has made my way. He said, I'm gonna be an accountant one day. insyaAllah.
although somehow I feel I've down graded my level. from a pure science student, to account. and it seems to decline if I choose whatever degree other than account. jadinya, account student has various fields to choose after they grad in diploma's level. degree in finance, banking, HR, economics. tapi, account is the best option though.

fast-track only opened for degree in account. and, thinking about this makes me questioned myself, it would be wasteful to stay in diploma when I've known my destiny. I mean, my well-planned destiny by my parent is to choose account.dude, I have no choice! most of the time, student who stay in diploma till 6th semester because they think that they cant pursue degree in account, or, afraid of they might not getting anything towards the end, sebab afraid of yang dikendong x dapat, yang dikejar berciciran. but, still, if I continue to stay in diploma, what choice do I have in the end?still degree in account right?arghh~

tapi, if it meant to be, it will :) I rely on You O Allah :) sebab, still useless to plan bagai nak rak, but, when Allah say no, mean, no. sebab, the truth is, I will rather enjoy my life doing diploma. cause, I've seen the study plan for upcoming semester. part 4, part 5, part6. they got their own specialties, BEL for occupational purpose, entreprenuer, less credit hours, no KO. 1 word to describe, HEAVEN! see?tamak! she want to learn it all!haishh~

so, both have its own pros and cons. hence, I wont mind if I cant pursue fast-track or to let go of 'HEAVEN' . got to enjoy every single moment :D ngee~

3rd sem-battles end !

assalamualaikum and bismillahirahmanirohim :)

I would like to recap the things that I've gone through this sem.

owh, yes, the battle ends. alhamdullilah :S



when I think back the past, I would rather conclude, 3rd semester, diploma in accountancy is the toughest sem I've gone through. many problems arise, and of course, nothing more complicated than the subject (owh see?academic stuff again) but, nothing scares me than studies does. thinking about the result, tough question, lower carry mark.died~ and of course, I do holds a big obligation on my shoulder, I dont want to disappoint them :S mak and abah has put a huge hope and trust on me. I just cant let them down. and, if that happens, I'll surely not gonna forgive myself! it happens so many times cik ct, when u disappoint them :(

okay, since the holiday is just for one and a half month,
I'm gonna make it this way lah kowt. plan for this semester break :)

1. I'm not going to work! gotto refreshen my mind and body. yes, makan tido makan tido is the plan ;D

2. it's about fast track - I'm not sure that I'm gonna proceed with the plan. let just give it to Allah.

3. I wanna spend the semester break to be pengurut kaki mak for fulltime~insyaAllah lah kann :D

4. clean up bedroom! it looks like a piggery dahh :O

5. want to sleep NOW!, mr tik tok showed 0215, and, we're gonna have our breakfast at a stall near by, talking about food, I gone crazy while on my way back to kl last night! I bought jacker, a bottle of vanilla coke, samurai burger. and, makan macam orang yang x pernah makan! just now, I ate 2 packets of curry maggie!dah tahan lamaa gila x makan fastfood or junkfood kowtt!hahah,,

till then~

random

assalamualaikum everyone :)

erm, I dont feel like writing something here, but then, something interesting came up :)

nahh,

salah satu kelebihan wanita ialah bile kami2 nie mempunyai rahim..alhamdulillah...sebab... :)

1.) Dia bekerja dengan Allah..jadi ‘kilang’manusia.Tiap-tiap bulan dia diberi cuti bergaji penuh..7 sehingga 15 hari sebulan dia tak wajib sembahyang tetapi Allah anggap diwaktu itu sembahyang terbaik darinya..

2.) Cuti bersalin juga sehingga 60 hari. Cuti ini bukan cuti suka hati tapi, cuti yang Allah beri sebab dia bekerja dengan Allah..Orang lelaki tak ada cuti dari sembahyang…sembahyang wajib baginya dari baligh sehingga habis nyawanya…

3.) Satu lagi berita gembira untuk wanita,sepanjang dia mengandung Allah sentiasa mengampunkan dosanya..lahir saja bayi,seluruh dosanya habis.. Inilah nikmat Tuhan beri kepada wanita, jadi kenapa perlu takut nak beranak? Marilah kita pegang kepada tali Allah. Seandainya wanita tu mati sewaktu bersalin, itu dianggapmati syahid.. Allah izinkan terus masuk Syurga.

4.) Untuk peringatan semua wanita yang bersuami: Seluruh kebaikan suaminya,semuanya isteri dapat pahala tetapi dosa-dosa suami dia tak tanggung..

5.) Diakhirat nanti seorang wanita solehah akan terperanjat dengan Pahala extra yang banyak dia terima diatas segala kebaikan suaminya yang takdir sedari.. Bila dia lihat suaminya tengah terhegeh-hegeh di titian Sirat,dia tak nak masuk syuga tanpa suaminya, jadi dia pun memberi pahalanya kepada suami untuk lepas masuk syurga.Didunia lagi, kalau suami dalam kesusahan isteri boleh bantu tambah lagi di akhirat. Kalau seorang isteri asyik merungut, mulut selalu muncung terhadap suami dia tak akan dapat pahala extra ini..

6.) Manakala suami pula mempunyai tugas-tugas berat didalam dan diluar rumah, segala dosa-dosa anak isteri yang tak dididik dia akan tanggung ditambah lagi dengan dosa-dosa yang lain. Dinasihatkan kepada semua wanita supaya faham akan syariat Allah agar tidak derhaka denganNya. Dan semua lelaki fahami hati naluri seorang wanita & isteri agar tidak derhaka denganNYA…….

 

and, out of sudden I feel like wanna marry and have a child :D

hahah!thinking too much cik ct? owh, but, nevermind, ty said, for women to achieve self-actualization, she must skip the third step of maslow heirarcy, which is needs for affiliation.

am I ?

yeah, enough is enough!

need to gether the strength back!

two paper left, so here we go :)

MUET speaking test and account!

tapi, can I take a rest for tonight?I mean like, wanna spend the night writing, and keep on writing until I fall asleep :)

seriously, my life is so boring. she sees nothing except to excel in academic, owh god!I seriously need someone. someone whom she can talk to. sharing the same problem. I wonder, what kind of sickness or desease has poisoned herself till she cant see anything but a scroll. if you ask me, "dont you feel bored?" yes, I do! I seriously need something to set my mind that life is too precious to focus on academic stuff ONLY. but, still :( I envy those who studying abroad! when do my time come?hurmm..

see?updating about academic, I mean like, AGAIN~bosan kann?

erm, people create their blog to reminise some memoir in the future. for them to re-read, laugh, cry, smile~ so, cik ct, if you want to go out from the past, you have to throw away those memories. starts a new live as if you were a newborn baby. but, do I dare enough to do so? sigh~

sometimes, I wish, I can sleep for 1000 years, then, wake up in the new environment with new fellas, and of course the new me. but I cant. I wish I can make a time machine to rewind time and do all the good deed from the beginning. but, yeah, there is never too late to change for the better one :)

hurmm hurmm, actually, I feel empty~ yeah, no matter how much I pray to Allah, still, I feel empty. even sembahyang pown just take a few second!what a shame :( maybe that's the cause la kowt. the most terrible thing, I still believe going to night club, hearing to loud songs, and dance like crazy is the way to get rid of problems~  yes, there is only one thing that can stop me from entering those neraka dunia, which is solat. seriously, I dont know what will happen if I miss solat. yet, solat seems to be easy to me now, I take that for granted. that's why the idea to go to night club came up!astgahfirulah~

then, this is not 'masuk bakul angkat sendiri" okay, but, people said, I have a nice thick-straighted hair, and somehow this kind of feeling come up, "what if I free-hair?must be awesome!"nauzubillah! sometimes, the feeling to further study abroad is not just for the education sake, but, the social life itself, having parties, clubing, free-hair, drugs, alcohol, handsome guy. and for most, open-minded people. I do feel like it is fine to free-hair when you are abroad, because it is their culture. the same case with wearing purdah in mesir, but not in malaysia. it is because of their culture to wear purdah. malu kan?malu sangat bila na mengaku diri ini islam, sedangkan fikiran masih lagi kolot~ and, what can I conclude here is, I've been thinking too much! you're exceeding the limit cik ct!

owh, yeah, about thinking too much, some said, ASB is not containing any riba thiggy, eventhough the scheme is like, you're investing some money in hope to get more. but, isn't it riba? the sources of dividend is gharar too. they said, the scheme is fine because it will help the bumiputeras to increase their standard of living. erk, we should make gambling halal too, 'cause it helps to increase the standard of living right? then, about alcoholic drink, some said, it is okay to consume a little arak as long as you dont get drunk. barbarican, sparkling juice~ the bottle itself is quite similar to alcohol drinking bottle! sometimes, I feel like muslim himself is making islam confused. kalau dah haram tu tetap lah haram kann? owh, well said cik ct, but you yourself? haihh,, need to buy a huge mirror to reflect me myself :(

owh, yeah, I found out something on twitter just now that makes me want to think twice whether to proceed with the plan or just go with the flow. ahh, sooner or later you'll know what's the plan, am not going to tell it now, gonna focus on this finals first :)

 

*mr. tik tok says "ten past two, you must sleep by now or subuh gajah nanti, eh, subuh dinasour!" so,,

 

till then~ :)

starving yet toothache

assalamualaikum everyone :)

yes, I'm starving like hell but my teeth is like not having any mercy towards my tummy!
~merciless teeth
sakit gigi gila that I cant chew anything,
he said,
"baby can still alive while not eating any food except breast-milk, so you're not going to die for not eating a day"
and, I was like, "baby never feel the delectation of chewing some delicious food, that's why they never comment anything kalau x dapat makan!durhh~ , they wont look back to breast-milk once they try eating something tasty laa -________-

towards the end, I just eat the food without chewing it, it swallow thru the esophagus and safely arrive at the stomach, luckily salivary glands is playing his role to run the food smoothly :)
*biology. kbai.

terjaga dalam mimpi

assalamualaikum everyone :)

people said, if you want the dream to become true, dont tell anybody about it
erk, is that right?
so, should I or shouldnt I?
heheh,
owh, yeah, lets make it this way,,
I will tell about the dream, but the character remain mystery :P

erm, few days ago, I dreamt about 'old him'
he changed his profile picture in his fb account,,
our photo~
erk, what's that mean ya Allah?
owh god, that must be syaitonnn!
owh. okay, that's just a short dream that I couldnt remember any further details :(

and, just now, I dreamt about the 'new him'~
erk, trying to tease me huh syaitonn?!
the situation was like this,
I slept on fatin's bed-kononnya going to have a nap before zohor
but then, zohor at 4!
eh, bukan itu na cerita,
erm erm, I thought I already awake during that moment.
begini yea,
I could smell minyak rambut lelaki while I sleep,
and the scent grew stronger as if someone is too near to me
and, that makes me awake!
and, betul, that someone is just to near to me
hes trying to get his books something yang berada disebelah ain while I sleep
then, out of a sudden, I terjaga and, buat muka like marah bebenor, kenapa ada lelaki masuk kompleks?!and, the dream was like too weird sebab, we share the room with our classmate, including the guys :O okay, memang dah tahap sosial gilaa
due to that, the guys need to rent some house out there because that situation is like commiting sin everyday, living with non-muhrim~
so, they came back to our room to get any things left,,
owh, back to the terjaga sebab bau minyak rambut,
then, setelah dengan terkejutnya dia ada di sebelah, I was like,grab the bantal peluk, covering my hair, buat muka marah gila, masuk bilik masa ain tengah tidur, then, tuka position tidur,
and, masa dia terkejut seeing ain terjaga tu, his face was like, erk~terkejut and bersalah since membuatkan ain terjaga, and I can see that not his intention to wake me up, since ain terjaga sebab I could smell bau munyak rambut instead of terjaga sebab I felt any movement of the bed,
then, I continue to sleep
after a few minutes, ain 'terjaga balek' then, I ask waG
"tadi ada budak laki datang eh?'
"ada, tapi ktowg x bagi masok pown"
"owh, okay,"then, sambung tido balek,
tapi, sempat la jugak dengan ida cakap,
"dah, awok tu owg kejut x na bangun, ktowg bg la _____ masok,,sbb dye na amek barang"
"tp tyme tu, ktowg dok lua bilik laa"
and, I was like, "huh??bia ain 2 org je dlm bilik tu dengan dia?!arghh, macam nie la kann!"
tapi, dengan mata yang sangat mengantuknya, ain sambung tido, as if it is not a big deal pown~

dan, at 4, fatin kejutkan
"ain, bangun2, boleh sembahyang x nie, amboihh sedap btol dia tido atas katil aku"
dan, semua yang diatas hanyalah mimpi, walaupun dalam mimpi tu macam real pown ada yang ain dah bangun!

dan na cerita kat sini, whos the one actually?mimpi pertama or mimpi kedua?hahahahah!
but,nothing to worry, lately, I used to remember my dream, and, I always have some dream while sleeping, kalau dulu tu, tidur lena gila, without mimpi, tapi sekarang, mesty ad wayang masa tidur, perhaps, it is me who think too much kowt kann?erm, so, no need to believe on the dreams, sebab, syaiton je tu :)

~till then

LAW 240

assalamualaikum everyone :)
ahah, it's kinda a trademark for giving salam as in above ^.^"

erm, I almost forget what day is today.
but, the most important event is, I have exam paper today.
yes, final tidak mengenal weekend when in university.
owh, yeah, today is sunday.
I dont wanna talk about final paper actually, cuma, I have again excellently seat for the paper.
there were so much sections and cases to memorize. and, somehow, I nearly to forget am I an account student or lawyer-to-be -__-"
seriously, I do rely on the spot question ONLY.
I dont even read any other except the spotted one.
owh, I'll die if none of them came out in the question paper.
luckily, alhamdullilah, got some idea to really goreng the answer.
I even use minyak petrol to fry them! like seriously~
owh, it is not to convey the meaning as if I've excellently answer the question, when in reality, I'm not :( I just dont have other choice but petrol-to burn the paper!

so, me, as the defendent, has spit out everything she had in her mind just to win the case(as in gain A+) thanks to uitm as the plaintif who brought me into the case of sitting for final exam and, miss Syazrah, please be kind to us. please let the defendent win this case according to section 26 (8) (a)(i)(n) please let her get A+, ameen~ (okay, crap!no such section as stated) may miss syazrah act with free consent through out marking the paper, insyaAllah :)

what a tiring day to memorize the whole notes, hahah!as if cik ct, as if you were memorizing it wholy :D so now, another 4 papers left! may Allah ease everything ;)

let the song speaks for me

assalamualaikum everyone :)

sometimes, you ask somebody to listen to a song is not just cause or excuse (okay, still bahasa law being used), but, the meaning and memoir behind it,
no matter how much I pretend to act as if I'm stonger, I can live without you, I can stand on my own. still, I cant erase the memories of you. and
"minum air semut is not the best way to get rid of you in my mind"


I currently addicted to whitney houston's song!
and, the worse is, I just knew that she died -_____-
what a lame -_-"
here, you should have listen to these song, they are like so encouraging! no doubt~

1- greatest love of all, whitney houston

2- all at once, whitney houston

3- one moment in time, whitney houston

4- try it on my own, whitney houston

5- stronger, kelly clarkson

6- I will survive, gloria gaynor

but then, I'm all drown in this song :'(

 need you now, lady antebellu

and again, I fail~

#please do lend some time to listen to this such precious masterpiece :') *except for "need you now" by lady antebellu or I wont take any responsibility for any muntah hijau after hearing that song :P

MUET-Allah has ease everything

assalamualaikum everyone :)

praise to Allah, Alhamdullilah :)
see, I've told you, Allah has set everything for you, just go with the flow,
and, remember, whenever you lost, seek for Allah's help and guidance ;)
regarding my muet registeration, it went smoothly :)
I thought I wont be able to take muet this sem, since I only manage to register for it right in the last day to register. perhaps, the registration is not valid. plus, dayah said, she called muet centre and ask whether we can still register for muet on the last day or not. they said, the online registration for that day is only open for anybody who wants to repair his july result (or something like, they have seat for muet and want to take it for the second time). after thousand times trying to call them, I manage to talked with them and ask whether our registration is valid or not. and they said "yes". so nothing to worry. but then, I'm in doubt again when eyan told me that we suppose able to print the registration slip by yesterday. so, today, after checking for the second time, I'm able to print that slip! alhamdullilah ;)

but the thing is, my speaking test will be on 17th oct 2012! seems like I have to really adjust my study time for the upcoming paper on 19, which is account paper. so, believe in yourself cik ct! this thing somehow mencuakkan! really~
so, on 10th nov I have to come back to jengka for the written test, but, since the paper starts on 0800, so, I have to fly back to jengka on 9th. I just wonder how it goes nanti. is it mak will accompany me, or the whole family will come here and have sort of holiday in jengka, or perhaps, gambang!oyeah~and, due to that case, sara have to skip her tuition class on 10th ;)
okay, enough, now is the time to focus on the final paper first, may Allah ease everything ;) insyaAllah :)

#I wont ask you to wish me luck, but, please do pray for me, cause I'm muslim ;) thanx in advanced

tired of hardship

assalamualaikum everyone :)

yeah, I was about to write about the tireness of workhard.
but, as I login my fb and saw some pictures posted by abang from UK has risen the spirit!
and I'm not going to give up until the end of it! go cik ct!

erm erm, regarding my final exam which the first paper is BEL 311, I've excellently sit fot the exam today, duduk je la excellent, the answer sheet still be the sh*t kan -______-
owh, no use to cry over the split milk :'(
you know what, the writing part was just similar to my topic in term paper !
gosh!if only I revise my term paper well :S
enough is enough :) next day after tomorrow will be CTU 231. They said, ustazah will no be going to mark our paper as she had already flew to Makkah. so, may the examiner not be too strict while marking our paper, insyaAllah :) gotta boil the CTU's book and drink it ! okay, that's the rediculous plan..
okay, enough about the exam, its spoil my mood ! hahahah,

sometimes, I wonder, is it me who being too greed to get all things? somehow, I just feel so tired of running towards victory when it is still far apart from me. I wonder, when do my time comes? yet, I have to admit that, I;m not the person who will satisfy in what she have. yes, tamak. in the journey towards success, I somehow lost in my own track. I just dont know what's the thing that I'm chasing to. the aim is not clear I guess~ so, the point here is, I'm tired of chasing. if only I can get out of this situation for awhile, go to any smimming pool and relax my mind :'D what a heaven! haish, gotto tell abah, as soon as I ended this final exam, he must bring us for holiday! takk kiraaaa! seterrrreesss! hurmmm..

*okay, just realised that many exclaimation mark being use here -_-"