fast track is back?

bismilahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum

yeah!read the title AGAIN

FAST TRACK IS BACK?

like seriously?
owh, please!you're not kidding right?
okay, just now, I login my fb account and nik told me that she read the comments about the revocation of fast track programme. and, she do felt sad on behalf of the victims.
pastu I terfikir, why out of a sudden nik reminds me of this issue kann?
and, the nerve caught me to re-open the posted status by dato sahol, and read the lastest coment.
you know what, there were someone named musalmah laila commented,

Hore! Hore! Hore!
U all dah baca ke Pekeliling Akademik Bil. 24 Tahun 2012 bertarikh 21 Nov 2012 yang ditandatangani oleh TNC (Akademik & Antarabangsa), Prof. Dr. Azni Zain Ahmed berkaitan Penamatan Pengambilan Pelajar Melalui Penerapan Diploma Semester Ketiga ke Sarjana Muda UiTM.

Pekeliling tu berkuatkuasa kepada Pelajar Diploma Semester 3 (Disember 2012) dan BUKANNYA kepada kita semua Pelajar Semester 3 (Jun 2012). Ini bermakna kita akan terima surat tawaran tak lama lagi.

Alasan penamatan pengambilan pelajar pada para 5(a), cukup tidak konsisten. Mengapa TNC mengatakan semangat pelajar pudar bila berehat selama 5 bulan. Bukankah Pelajar Diploma Semester 6 juga alami perkara yang sama kerana terpaksa menunggu 5 bulan barulah mula belajar di peringkat Ijazah. Adakah semangat belajar mereka juga pudar?.

Saya juga terfikir betapa tidak efisiennya UiTM, Senat telah bersidang 13 September 2012 tetapi Pekeliling keluar 69 hari kemudian pada 21 Nov 2012. Itu pun setelah VC Dato’ Prof Ir. Sahol keluarkan statement di laman facebooknya pada 15 Nov 2012 dan asakan dari pelajar. Mengapa pekeliling ini tidak dikeluarkan awal lagi?. Adakah ini kebetulan atau suratan setelah result diploma keluar pada 9 Nov 2012.

and, she further add the link for her evidence of her tought,,

here it is,,

http://online.uitm.edu.my

 

try to click the link and go to penguguman column then click the announcement about fast track.

then, re-read statement number 9 again and again. and AGAIN

err, 1 question, is that mean our batch is still available?meaning, we're going to get the offer letter soon?

ahh!knowing this fact making me wide awake!I cant sleep that I'm eager to wait till 9am to directly call bahagian pengambilan pelajar to confirm the announcement !

 

ya Allah, if I'm given a chance to enroll the programme, I will definitely go for it. without a single doubt!insyaAllah. trust me :')

 

the preparation

bissmilahirahmanirahim and assallamualaikum everyone :)

alhamdullilah, finally, I've listed my stuff, what thing needs to buy and pack.
and, as what had been planned, I only wants to bring 1 luggage ;)
luckily my 'bibik nepal' helped me to pack. she offer me to carry my pale and pillow jugak on the registration day! what a lovely sister of mine :D
I'm going to be the most humble person ever in Jengka
nak jadi Pak Madit Musyawarah orang terlanjur kaya TAPI LOW PROFILE :D
heheh,,
yea. I do want to be like orang gelandangan gitu, I;m gonna use my old phone too. saja. I wanna feel the life of poor people studying in university!ahah :P
so, today, I'm going to go to AEON and buy some toiletries, but not food!heheh, i'm not going to bring along any food this sem :S gencatan makanan!eh~
cant wait to start my class :)

#ehh, smalam I notice my L letter on the keyboard has something wrong!it's like ketat sikit, and I need to re-press the letter times!kau na tido kedai ke malam nie huh?!haishh~

after all, I'm nothing

sad, pathetic, lame,
owh gosh,
I dont know if I can stand any longer watching you walk away :')
the feeling when I know that you already move on, but that dont happen to me :'(
yeah, she's wayyyyy brilliant, super hot and, most of all, she know how to tackle you :S
I'm trying to be strong, but, in the end, I just know that I'm not.
well,I work best in pretending.
sebenarnya kan, I dont know why, but, whenever I think about us, it's just making me cry. that's how painful I am still sitting behind you and hoping that everything wil work out easy for me. serious ! I dont know what type of relation are we going through right now!
bila I fikir maybe oneday I will be with someone, I still will return to you if you ask me to. bodohkan?
well, can we just get back together?urghh
I hate this feeling!though I still cant hate you :'(

reconcile

bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum everyone :)

I cant wait for 1 december!

eheh, guess what, I'm getting my spirit back, my strength~

there's nothing I can do to persuade or make senate reconcile about the decision made.

so that's it~

I gain nothing even if I baulk not to go back to jengka kann?

infact, it will give a negative effect to my performance, my achievement.

so, to think back the pros and cons of the announcement, how it will affect my studies, I've come out with a conclusion, that, no matter how hard my journey is, it is mine. nobody will help me unless myself :)

but still, not much preparation is going to be done this sem.

I'll just bring things I need.

no stock of food. no extra cloth. no exrta hanger. no things I might need or things I want.

it will be just things I need.

 

and, most of all, no frequent going back to kl. I just wanna feel the feeling of studying abroad where you cannot frequently go back to malaysia even if you're somehow like feeling the homsickness~

well dude, you can still feel those even if you're studying in malaysia. it is just the matter of mind set :)

 

how pathetic I'm~

 

so now, I'm going to list out things I want to buy and what to pack since it will be just 1 luggage. well, overseas student are only allowed to bring 1 luggage due to the luggage limitation right?you exceed it, you pay it. so cik ct, 1 luggage only. most important stuff will do ;)

 

well, 4th sem is going to be a tough battle too. we had come out with an agreement or it can be called as bet. that is to get a verrrrryyyy excellent result. mr library, please welcome us as your loyal customer ;) everyday! insyaAllah~

till then~

miracle do happens

#still hoping for a miracle to come and fix everything as what it meant to be :') FT

poor me

bissmilahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum :)

yeah, biggest loser on the line!
great cik ct, 2 more weeks to go back to jengka and you haven't done any preparation :O
O Allah, where does my spirit goes ?
this is kinda hard for me :S
4th sem, you're not that tough right? please be nice to me :)
I'm not doing any preparation to meet you, but, please help me to excel. I dont know if I can really survive in this up coming semester. I just dont know :'(

things like this make me questioning myself. is this the way Allah want me to forget you? Allah wants me to finish my diploma and stop thinking of pursuing degree in accountancy. and, most of all, stop chasing him. bye bye awak :') do well in aussie. my journey is just getting harder day by day. is this the sign that we should stop here ? there is no way we can meet someday. I hope you can do your best although deep in my heart still hoping that we can still be together :')

#though I know I can never let go :( poor me~

there must be a reason :/

bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum :)

ahh, post tadi xde semilah dulu pown -_-
okay, as what abah done to me, trying to make me see the bright side of finishing diploma,
first, I calculate the time consume to finish diploma and continue degree in acc

pakai pen merah kau!
ahh, msty x faham cacing kerawit ape yg ditulis kan?lemme explain :)

first of all, this information is only valid for accounting student of uitm, intake may2011.

okay, this pathway is when you finish your diploma, and this side, when you do fast track

 

               FINISH DIPLOMA                                                                        FAST TRACK

              sem 1 : may2011 - oct2011                                                    sem 1 : may2011 - oct2011

              sem 2 : dec2011 - apr2012                                                     sem 2 : dec2011 - apr2012

              sem 3 : june2012 - oct2012                                                    sem 3 : june2012 - oct2012

              sem 4 : dec2012 - apr2013                                        (degree)sem 2 : mac2013 - july2013

              sem 5 : june2013 - oct2013                                                    sem 3 : sept2013 - jan2014

              sem 6 : dec 2012 - apr 2014                                                   sem 4 : mac2014 - july2014

(degree) sem 4 : sept 2014 - jan2015                                                   sem 5 : sept2014 - jan 2015

              sem 5 : mac2015 - july2015                                                  sem 6 : mac2015 - july2015

              sem 6 : sept2015 - jan2016                                                    sem 7 : sept2015 - jan2016

              sem 7 : mac2016 - july2016                                                   sem 8 : mac2016 - july2016

              sem 8 : sept2016 - jan2017                                                   dahh grad !

 

and, this mean, jimat 5 months! dey, 5 months tu kalau kawin da 4 months pregnant tahu!urghh~

but, whatever it is, still, I cant change the fact, so, this is what I do, figure out what are the bright side of finishing diploma :S

 *owh, nie lagi la x faham kann~ okay, allow me :)

 

first, I wrote,
diploma - 2 1/2 years degree in accountancy - most of student said, degree is quite harder than diploma. so, you'll have only 5 semesters to maintain dekan (kalau dekan la kann)

but then,

I started to think of fast track!, I wrote,
FT - dah buat muet, which is valid only for 5 years!

then, went back to diploma column, I wrote,

ANC for diploma !!

next, start to think about FT balek, I wrote

I will do my very best in degree because I dont have diploma cert. chance to get ANC is still bright too !

then, continue to still write on FT column,

x paya bayar ptptn, menyesal amek sebab ingat diploma first class yg dye revert to scholarship -.- rupanya degree first class

still stuck in FT column, I wrote,
I da prove degree wont be that hard since sem nie I dpt dekan.

lagi in FT column,

still degree in accountancy as what mak want me to be

 

but then, I realize, eh, kau pada asalnya na cuba think positive on finishing diploma kann, asal keep on writing about FT nie? -_____-

so, back to diploma column,

dinner dekan lagi !!

masok part 4, dpt merasa sem yang xde koko, yeay!

part 5 akan handle camp :) buat baju corporate, bley tolong anas :)

 

see????how cliche the point are!durhh, dinner dekan la, xde koko la, handle camp la. none of it pasal academic purpose!grrrr~

 

Ya Allah, please open their heart to revise this issue since we faced alot of problems consequently :'(

no more fast-track :'(

really frustrated!
how could uitm do this to me?!
I had planned everything to get it kowt!
infact, I've done many things to get myself clear about that program. and out of a sudden, dato sahol posted that statement, stating that, no more program penerapan afterthis starting on this sem. WITHOUT PRIOR NOTICE~ tup tup, je tahu!

atleast they should have extended that programme up to this semester since many of us had applied for that programme!

this is sooo unfair!

senate, please do something!

you've ruin my parents hope kowt!
yes, abah looks really dissapointed after I told him about this matter. mak just gave me some sort of kata2 semangat, there must be a reason senate do that, and Allah believe you can do better in diploma, this is your way.
'aaa, I know mak, tapi, I've work harder this sem to be qualified kowt!

they shouldnt open the online registration from the beginning. owh yeah, I chat with someone I knew from fb. he said, before our registration, this issue is still on discussion, whether to keep on offering fast track to diploma's student or not. but then, they came out into a drastic conclusion, no more fast-track for this semester onwards!takk ke kejam namanya tu? it's fine if they were still in discussion pun during our registration, but atleast, they should have allowed us yang dah TERlanjur apply this sem to still get the chance to pursue fast-track!

owh yeah, we had paid rm10 to buy the pin number jugak!
well, rm10 SAHAJA. but hey! I'm not the only one who applied fast track kowt!beribu~ just bring your sophiscated calculator and multiply the number of student who applied with rm10. tak ke beratus ribu uitm makan duit tu?just my opinion :)

then, I've read some of NR student who had terminated the agreement with penyewa rumah because they believe they can get the offer letter to fast track kowt~akibat dari dengar guruh di langit, air setempayan di curah kan. but atleast they put high hope gilaa kowt kat fast track!

this one is more pathetic, one of this student tell his mother about permansuhan program nie, and, his mom cried!his mom had put so much effort and believes his son can do well to be qualified for fast track programme, but in the end?uitm just ruin not only his hope, but his mom!sangat kejam~

and, as for me, I done a lot in this matter!

• I went to see my PA, madam saflina, ask her opinion about this programme. made appoinment. climbing stairs to reach her room.
• buat muka tak malu add strangers on facebook because I wanted to ask their opinion as one of student who took fast track before, what's the pros and cons. did they manage to maintain the cgpa. how about the subject, the lectures, the environment in new campus, how they adapt with it, how to apply fast track, about muet, in fact semua lahh!

I've done a lot of research kowtt!

• infact,I took muet this sem because of fast track, I dont want muet to burden me when I'm in my first year degree. I want to focus 100% on subjects to prove to everybody that taking fast track is not that harder seperti yang dimomokkan~

dah laa muet is only valid for 5 years kowt!tak kan na buat muet lagi in future ? no use laa buat awal2!durhh~

• and and, most of all, I dissapoint my parent :'(

mak, as usual wont talk much. tapi abah?keep on babbling each day asking when uitm will send the offer letter to fast track. but in the end?and now, abah keep on trying to persuade me to see the bright side of finishing diploma.tapi, deep in my heart says, I know abah kecewa sebab dia yang really2 want me to take diploma dlu instead of choosing KMPP :( abah told me, "alah, just finish your diploma, maintain the pointer till the 6th sem,cuba cari scholarship lepas tu, buat degree kat australia mcm bebudak tu huh" okay, tyme nie, tengah menghadap buletin utama, berita pasal anugerah merdeka for student in aussie~ arghhh! cant you see how ambitious my parent is? uitm, please think twice la kowt before make a conclusion. dah la post kat fb, so unprofessional. are you expecting all uitm student will have fb account?urghhh~

really sorry :S

bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum everyone :)

erm erm, I received alot of messages from friends asking about MUET.
and, seriously,I didnt mean to hide the information regarding MUET. it's just I dont have much time to even think whether to take it this sem or in future. I know about it by chance. I bump into someone in the library and she told me about muet. sadly, that particular day is the last day to register muet. I dont have much time to spread the information since I dont even have time to think for myself. after knowing the fact, I straightly go to atm machine to buy the pin number. yes, I went to atm machine instead of bsn counter because I dont have enough time to go out~ cant you see how desperate I'm during that day ? so, please dont simply make assumption yang ain tu kedekut info la, ape laa~
we certainly not sure whether we can still be able to register during that day.someone called MPM and they said, that day is only opened for any candidate that wants to baiki result. so, new candidates like us are not allowed to make registration. yet, alhamdullilah, after struggling through hardship, calling MPM, checking the slip every day and night, I manage to print the slip. finally~ luckily we didnt tell anybody to register muet together-gether. kalau x, together-gether la kita face the problem consequently. lets imagine,what if I tell you all about muet, we register together, but, in the end, mpm said our registration is not valid. it has past the deadline. you'll loss rm100 and blame me even worse. plus, ain tahu tarikh tu betul2 masa last date untuk daftar dude!yes, I did ask one of our classmate if she wants to register muet together, but in return, I been bombarded 1001 questionssssss. dude, dont expect me to ask each one of you guys whether to take it this sem or not. bagi tahu dekat sorang pown dah 1001 soalan dia tanya balek, inikan pula na beri tahu dekat sumorang, pada hari last online registration. then, I wont have enough time to register for myself sebab spent too much time to act like kaunter pertanyaan~ please understand me :') faham kann ?

tapi sebagai balasan sebab tak spread information kat korunk and buat muet x bagi tahu korunk, I'm ready to guide korunk tuk buat muet. how to register, what's the preparation, how the question is gonna be. semua lahh. sila tanya, jangan segan~

ain minx maaf sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat :') especially zaty, fatin and bella :/

birthday surprise

bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum :)

next week will be syada's birthday,
and, I was planning to make surprise for her,
erm, actually, last week I'm totally craving for mcD apple pie!
I never bake apple pie before, so, I googled some recipe of it. I love the fabulous taste of melted apple in apple pie!

see? yummy isnt it?!

so, lets bake some then :D
erm,I have a few dish to bake on that day, we'll see how many type of food I can make during that day,

hawaiian pizza
apple pie
moist chocolate cake
caramel

actually, I was planning to bake blueberry cheese cake, but then, we already have pizza riched with cheese, so, x jadi~
and, ingat na buat egg tart and fruit tart, but then, apple pie can be considered as dessert too. and it will be too much to bake egg tart when you already have caramel kann?

*owh banyak sangat na buat cik ct nie, sempat ke x entah~

solat istikharah

bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum :)

I still trapped in dilemma :S
abah keep on asking about fast track, mak jugak.
just now, I ask kak rahmah about solat istikharah, need to perform isthikarah so that all my decision will come with the bless from Allah :')

so, x baik kedekut ilmu kann?
here is the kayfiyat,
niat isthikarah, 2 rakaat,
in first rakaat, recite surah al-kafirun
while in second rakaat, surah al-ikhlas

perform the prayer for 3 days in a row,
insyaAllah, you'll get the sign~
most of all, you  must believe in what you do. put all trust in Allah :)

this feeling is killing me!

bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum

today is friday,9th nov, which mean, muet test is on tommorrow!
seriously, I dont do any preparation and I feel bad!
yesterday eyan texted me asking how writing paper is going to be.
pandai cakap tp diri sendiri x revise sepatah hape pown lagi!haihh,,
and, I stayed up last night too :)
waiting for last semester's result to come out.
one word,
ALLHAMDULLILAH, THANK YOU ALLAH! I love YOU! *okay exceeding 1 word~
a lil bit frustrated because my account paper is -___________- it is shameless to say that I'm accounting student for getting fail in account paper *well,fail as in my standard level~
I put all my effort for that paper but in the end??haihh, I think I've done my very best dah~
well, dont ever over confident cik ct! hurmm~
higher carry marks wont guarantee you to excell in final paper, trust me -..-
I plan not to do well in every quizes next sem, so that I will get lower carry marks but excell in finals ! owh, berangan~

erm erm, BEL paper was fine, fine as urghh! why you hate me that much miss?!syukur for not seeing you next sem itu je la mampu kata~
I dont know what will happen to me if thousand of lectures are born with that attitude. feels like went to kindergaten ! huh~

and the rest was great :))))))))))
cant believe I manage to encounter with all the problems last sem.it dont affect my studies though~
erm and, how about now?
fast-track?

 

arghh!I hate the feeling when it comes to make a decision.

I still have a chance to get ANC if I stay in diploma..

but do I able to maintain the pointers untill the 6th sem?

tapi, I still can work hard in degree to get DL though..

well, last sem was a tough battle but I manage to bare with it.I was thinking degree's will be quite similar as tough as last sem. so I think I can go with it.

but then,degree is gonna be degree in accountancy, which mean, account. yes, ACCOUNT.

yet, I'm not good at it :( mampukah aku?that's the question.

but, what choice do I have in the end?still degree in accountancy though!

I got B for past 2 sem,is that the sign that I'm not born to be an accountant?well you, please answer me why am I keep on this track when I'm no longer have you?!urghh, I hate that feeling!

yes, I took accounting because of you!I wanna be with you :'(

ya Allah, please guide me to the right path :') hurmm~

#will I take the one less travelled by OR just go with the flow?

I hate that I love you

love doesnt ask why, it has no reason for me to love you.
I tried, infact, I keep trying, trying to ask myself, why, why I cant move on.
but, I ended up crying. I hate that I love you!
I wish I can go back to the very first time I saw you,
keep you in my arm and never let go.
I hate that I love you.
I hate that I knew you.
I hate that I let you into my heart.
I hate that I cannot forget you.
I hate that I turned into a stupidos girl ever for not moving on.
I hate that my heart beats faster whenever I saw your pictures.
I hate you !

currently searching

bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum

well, I'm currently searching for a hobby,
I mean like, dude,it's freaking boring I went through everyday! if only I have interesting things to do :(
I wish I can fly to any where, making new friends, and have a very nice starts to a new life.
I just dont know why, I feel like I start to move apart from islam. making sin is normal, infact I go out untuk angkit kain this evening without a scarf, I accompany my mum to pick sara from school with tshirst lengan pendek,no handsock~
last night ziha text me,
tanda2 org y disesatkn& dihinakn Allah:
1.mrasa berat dlm mgrjakn printahNYA wlpn sudah brusaha mgrjaknnya
2.mudah trgoda u langgr laranganNYA wlpn sdh brusahamghindrknnya
3.mrasa sdh xprlu prtlgan Allah shga ia tdk prnah brdoa
erk~
why she forward that kind of message to me?all of a sudden?
peringatan Allah barangkali.
ya Allah, am I moving too far from You that You have to send that massage to remind me?
subhanaAllah, astaghfirullahalazim~
I'm searching for my soul. need to rebuild the strength and be closed to Allah !
shame on me for being islam ktp~ hurmmm
ya Allah, please forgive your weak shameless servant though :'(

the memory of 'hell'

bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum everyone :)

I was looking at some photos when I was in plkn,
I mean, I bought the cd picturing all activities during the camp,
the charlie flag, aktiviti air, redah halangan, masuk 'hutan', orang asli, and everything!
I just miss the BAD times like, freaking miss all of them!
yeah, whatever it is, I still cant except the fate that I was selected to become one of the trainee !
ahah! I can still remember when I was crying like hell knowing the fact that I must go for the training. the days I went through after knowing the fact was bleak and pathetic!I cried in every single sujud hoping abah could do something like bayar rasuah to orang plkn to erase my name! dirty mind~

tapi, sekarang, I started to miss all the good times together :'( yes, cant belive I just wrote GOOD TIMES
erm, first thing first, I love the pk class the most, cikgu amin made it ! it wasnt a boring class dude.
plus, with my awesome groupmate!
shahril, zati, unes, sook wan, teuh, anas, qi cong,  amir, kavi! the best activity that I can still remember was, scene 1, we talk to our partner, and she show the best interest,2nd scene, she ignore us, 3rd scene, she gone mad toward us( I cant remember the name of the game~) most importantly, it was funny though! feels like na lempang2 sook wan sebab dia boleh cakap dengan unes sedangkan I'm talking to her at the moment! ahah~

this is an awesome and amazing classmate!

 

next is about kayak!it was my very first time tauuu! I became the representator for charlie in double kayak game and my partner is Miya. a chinese girl that superb in kayaking! and I was a lame girl that dont know anything about kayak tapi ada hati na masuk  bertanding -____-

 

the girl in blue scarf is me, ready to get the pendayung from dayah and liyana, yeah, my group mendahului when dayah n yana berkayak, sadly, delta manage to compete us when me and miya berkayak, semua orang cakap, we're like buat bentuk S yang amat banyak kat tengah2 tasik! shame on us~

tapi!

that happy face is enough to show our success kowt? yeah!we won the race! I just cant think of anything!it happen just too fast, just in a blink of eye! tapi, miya sit on the front, gamba nie during first round, but, I dont find any picture of it, sadly. gamba nie pown boleh la kann? I can still remember the paddle 'knock' miya's head while kayaking!nak cepat okay~ once again, please forgive me Miya :P

lastly, Charlie won ALL category ! hooorayyyyy :D

 

I  can still remember the first day trainers introduce aktiviti air to us, and I cannot join the activity because I pura-pura sakit sebab takk na pergi kawad! I went to medic and pretend to be sick so that I can get excuse from kawad! eheh, serve me right, because gozila doesnt allow those 'actors' to join aktiviti air on the next day. luckily there is someone who was so great sebab goda Mr TKL so that he give a permission to disobey the instruction given by the gozila!ahah, Mr TKL cair lettew kena goda :D eh~

 

then, kawad :) again Charlie won for the best commander category. Dayah have a very good voice tauu!

so, dua dari depan is me :) watching kawad from the subway :) ahah great!

 

 

 

next unforgetable experiance was flying-fox, but I dont feel the excited feeling though. because it wasnt my first time. memoir of the first time lagi priceless kowt <3 owh, I wish I can go back to that precious moment when we used to be together :'( hurmm~ okay lari topic!

 

then, we have latihan menembak! and that was my first time!cuak la jugak kann, what if I tersalah tembak, mati anak orang o.O whatever it is, that was a great opportunity to handle a gun, M16 specifically :D

 

 

next is, farewell party :( :D (I just dont know what will be the perfect smiley to use, happy to completely free from hell but in the same time, I'm gonna miss those moment :') so, I took a chance to participate in one persembahan, menari lagu cina apetah

before the event :)

 

with my dancing partner. eh~

 

truly 1 Malaysia :D

from left: Teuh, Kavi and ME :)
I know them when we're in the same group in PK4. I hope that our friendship will last forever :)

 

I just dont know why I miss those moment in plkn :') it was so funny to reminisce the moment when I was first eager not to go there, menangis melalak like crazy, even when my parents sent me to bangunan zetro where they are going to take me to perak! cry in the middle of the crowd, public lah semua, I just dont care, hoping that with all the tears abah will have some mercy not to let me go, kononnya lah kan, but instead no means no!I have to go jugak~ abah promise me to visit me everyweeked, tapi tak cacat pulak anak aku nie kena kerja dengan trainers plkn yang menangis tak na pergi sangat dulu!drama lebih~ well, best actress :D

 

I can still remember the moment I cried during their first visit when they left me. siap hantar sampai depan pagar lagi tauu!kononnya boleh la lepas pagar and buat2 ternaik kereta pulak, ter balik rumah pulak, ter tak balek semula kem pulak. hahah! but, they can see the delighted face of me on their second visit, abah siap cakap,"lepas nie tak yah melawat kaklong dah, mcm dah bahagia je dok penjara nie" okay fine~

 

I become a wild girl in the camp. yes, for me, it can be labelled as wild because I never do any wild thiggy before, like, that thing. bergayut dengan stranger sampai hampir2 kena marah dengan gozila sebab x tidur2 lagi :O luckily I have a perfect alasan to deny what she said,I said, it was abah's calling asking what will be the time for visiting me on the next day. memang gila!what if gozila take my phone and check it was 'shahril' instead of abah kan. and shahril was crazy too!he continued to call me after we end our conversation because he got caught by trainer for the same offense-bergayut. and, usually it is hard to tell a lie for guys,so, dia kena jalan itik around his dorm as denda~kesian :P ahah..and, alot more crazy things I did. the one that I really regret is, not joining liyana, shira, and the rest berendam dalam kolah!because I was too afraid that the trainers will suddenly appear in the toilet. kan dah kantoi nanty, then, siksaan yang amat pedih by gozila pulak menjelma kan~ it was a great experiance to be a wild girl actually :D because I really want to prove to my parent that I'm gonna change to a bad person after joining plkn, I do any bad things so I can be one. jiwa memberontak la kononnya~ last bad thing that I did was letting my dormate to sign on my only baju kelas that I'm gonna wear for the last day. totally risking myself because gozila had warned us to wear a nice and neat baju kelas to go back to hometown. bukan the one that been signed ke ape. if only they check my baju kelas on my last day kan, definitely I'm died!thanks to cold rainy day that hide the major reason of wearing sweater since I wear the baju kelas that had been signed by them inside :D infact, I'm the only trainee who dare to disobey gozila :P well, it is the last day dude!eheh..

 

*owh yeah, gozila is one of the trainer. sandra give that name so that we can gossip about her infact, infront herself!ahahh! gila jahat~

 

 

 

lastly, enjoy the pictures :)

 

picturing~

 

our Charlie flag! pelanduk perkasa :D there was a time when we lost our flag and we need to wear baju plkn in such a disaster way!track-suit+boot+baju loreng+cap+kain batik, singing on the stage begging the trainers to give our flag back..siap menangis, merayu!so dramatic~

 



 charlie2 girls

 leisure in padang kawad

rentas halangan where everyone got dirty except for athirah. shame on me sebab jatuh dalam kolam tarzan and x dapat keluar

 

 I call it tarzan task, picturing the trainer that help me out, luckily have this trainer to help me out when I was about to cry like kiddo! masa dia hulur tangan to help me, I was like "eh boleh ke bagi tangan nie dia pegang?"okay, sempat lagi fikir halal haram. then syaiton whispered, "you're in desperate situation, x dosa pown!" so I let him take my hand then, feels like a gentlemen is rescuing his princess!ahaks, perasan~
 

 kawad competition
 

picking kerongsong bullet after shooting, rugi x curi 1 buat kenang2an eventhough it is illegal~

 

and YES, I admit that penghulu :')

if only

bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum

just watched IF ONLY on youtube,
owh please, I just bump to it while searching for english old songs
eager to watch more because it's british movie,
suka ajuk balek omputih tu cakap dalam slang dia :D
that's the way I improve my speaking skills though
what to mory here is,
I have soft-hearted that tend to cry!urghh~
I hate that feeling!

lets recap a bit~
the guy had sort of dejavu (please google what is that thing,am not going to explain it here)
but things happen in other way round, he got killed instead of his girlfriend.
nevertheless, he made it ;) he try his best to protect his girlfriend and spend the whole day with her, because he knew that they only have less time together. the bracelet, eye on malaysia-ala2, the cab, graduation day, he made it so sweet! ahh, you got to watch it!
couple of movies are waiting, burn the midnight oil la gamaknya :D

clean house in my own verse ;)

bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum :)

today is 2nd nov 2012
bored! nothing to do here :(
finished rearrange all the massive cloths in the closet, manage to saperate the un-use cloths to be donated. shrinkin' cloth~ dont want to even look at them again, feel hard to let go all the nice dress and baju kurung, but have to, almari dah takk muat~
same goes to the old books, I was thinking to sell those books, but abah said, berapa sen sangat dapat nanti. so, it is better to do some charity by giving it to any library. perhaps useful~ insyaAllah

dont know what else to clean up after this. bosan ya amat!

speaking bajet

bismillahirahmanirahim and assalamualaikum:)

still counting days,many things are going to happen next week,
the rumours said, upsr result will be coming up on 7th, my third sem result on 9th which will be the same date to go back to jengka for MUET, do pray for me :') thanx in advanced :) but the event that will be definitely occur is SPM examination for syada~do pray for my sistah.
okay, enough for the intro part~

actually, I want to wtite about something that a typical minded people used to think.
cakap bahasa inggeris kata bajet~
owh yeah, I;ve posted this issue in the past, but still, there are certain people out there who still do not get the message that I'm trying to convey.
erm erm, yes, you may spot the thousand grammar mistakes, spelling errors, and not-so-bombastic-word being use here, well, I'm still learning dude~
try to correct them if they mis-use the word or, gramatically error,it wont reduce your knowledge. dont simply condemn them for their mistake. so-typical-malay sorry to say. hey!I'm purely malay, so I know how malay live their life. gossiping, spread rumours, all the joyah thiggy, mesyuarat tingkap~
such not a suitable environment to live actually,
haihh, I miss the condusif environment to learn when everybody is helping each other, correct their mistake, succeed together~
well, time past, things change~

when I first know you, I thought, you're a good guy whose willing to lay your hands for help. tapi tak! omai~ eh, I'm not the one whose being condemn pown, cuma terkilan dengan sikap dia.
he's such a good guy, given by Allah an excellent brain to think and help others, but in reality?hurmm~ typical malay lagii, they easily forget from what they come. ingat dari baby dulu lahir2 kau terus pandai ke ?