I just wonder, being a very strong person is somehow tiring. When i have to decide whether i must cry or get angry. I would choose to get mad. That is how heartless i am. I develop that feelings and attitude until i realize,
Am i that heartless?
Why is it not okay to cry. I am human too. In fact a woman. Whom Allah give that specialty to cry to ease the burden.
Has i forgot how crying's like?
I wonder, if one day i burst in public. Would there be anyone would come to me, and tap on my shoulder, saying
"it is okay to cry. Let it all go"
Because i appear to be so strong that nobody ever seen me cry. Would they believe that i was actually crying. Not faking it?
